Dear Diary,
It felt like forever since I was awake. I tried to open my eyes or to speak a couple of times but I failed miserably. Let me try one more time eh? ............ UFFFF I CAN'T !!! "Bismillah El Ra7man El Ra7eem" I said to myself. I did it! I opened my eyes for a few seconds but my eyelids felt heavy and they closed again. Once again I heard someone yelling "She woke up!" I hear many footsteps speeding towards me. Where am I and why is someone saying that I woke up? I am so confused. I finally got the strength after a while and opened my eyes and this time I didn't close it. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing would come out!! My mom was stroking my hair and kept repeating "Al7mdilla! Al7mdilla! Shkran Ya Raby Shkran :')" My brother 5leefa came to me and said "Shamsa! 7beebty! Tbain Ayshay? Shay Ey3awirch? Tbain Mai (water)?" I wanted to say yes but I couldn't. A Lebanese doctor came and said "Ya jama3a! El 9abiya lissa hala2 2amat .. Hya ra7 itnam shwey wa ana ra7 anadeekum lama bt2dar ta7kee aw lama fee progress ma3ha okay?" My mom told everyone to get out of the room and that she'll stay with me. My mom sat on the bed I was on and kept thanking Allah for saving me. After a while I tried to talk and I actually managed to say a few words. I tried calling my mom "Ma .. Mama" My voice was barely audible. My mom held my hand and said "Na3am mamati .. Na3am 7beebty .. Gooly sho tbein .. Sho feech? Shay ey3awirch? Tbeen tishribein shay? Gooly sho tbeen w beykoun jdamich!" "Mama .. W-What ha-happened?" I stuttered. "inti irta7ay w 3ugub bngoolich sho istiwa" She replied. The nurse came in and gave me some pain killers for my head and body ache.
I took a nap and when I woke up I saw my entire family there including 3bdulla and Shammah! There were flowers and presents everywhere. I saw my aunts and a few others crying. I slowly started remembering what happened. I was jet-skiing then I fell right? My cousin M7md (who asked my to do the race) came next to me and his eyes were filled with tears.. He looked so depressed and hurt, kisar 5a6ry </3
"Shamoos .. Shamoos I'm so sorry! Walla I'm sorry please forgive! It's all my fault that you're here.. If - if I didn't dare you then you wouldn't be in pain and in the hospital. Shamsa argooch sam7eeny :'(" His tears started falling down his face. M7md was crying. M7md was crying! I never saw a guy cry before. What do I do? What do I say?! I instinctively wiped away his tears with my hand and replied by saying "It's okay 7moodii walla it's okay! A9lan you were telling me to not speed and go far! Ellay 79al 79al. It's not your fault! Please don't cry or else I'll cry ): " I felt my tears threatening to spill. He looked so heartbroken.. I have never seen him like this. M7md excused himself and went to the toilet.
"What exactly happened? Why am I here?" I asked no one in particular. 7mdan looked at 5loof who looked at 3bdulla. Mama told 3bdulla to explain what happened \: Bs why 3bdulla was the question in my head.
3bdulla came to me and said "Tit4akarein sho istiwa 3gub ma 6i7ty min el jet-skii?" Hmm well kinda. "La.. not really" 3bdulla looked like he was thinking of what to say next. "Emm.. Inzain f inti 67ty min el jetski bs ma7ad la7a'6 .. W I was driving my jet ski not too far from you w I saw you w sped to you.. I saw you drowning w chocking so I got off my jet-ski and carried you onto mine. I yelled to the guys to come help as i was bringing you to shore. I asked anyone from your family if they knew mouth-to-mouth resuscitation and everyone said they didn't know how.. I was the only one who knew because I'm studying to be a doctor.. Elmuhum.. I tried to do it and you opened your eyes a bit bs then you blacked out again. I kept trying to save you bs I couldn't do much and it would've taken long for the ambulance to come fa 5abart u5ooch 7mdan eysha'3il el sayarah w wadainach el mstashfa. Tamait a7awil a6ali3 kil el mai ellay da5ilch bs it was coming out slowly and you were chocking and coughing a lot. 7mdan was driving as fast as possible to reach the hospital and by the time we reached the emergency section you were turning a light shade of blue because the oxygen wasn't reaching your lungs. After a while you were breathing 3dil bs when the doctor did an x-ray on your head they saw swelling because you hit your head on a rock and did an immediate surgery.. During the surgery you lost a lot of blood and they had to stop the surgery. The doctor said ina fee i7timal inich you lose a bit of your memory bs el7mdilla you didn't. Unfortunately, you were in a coma for the past 3 days. Al7mdilla ena Allah Salamch.. It could have been way worse." I was shocked. "I .. I was in a coma?!" It felt like I was in a movie.. Nothing sounded realistic or possible.
My mom was still crying.. Thanking Allah for saving her one and only daughter.. My brain was still processing the information I have been told.. After about 5 minutes 5leefa informed me that he, my mom and 3bdulla have been here from the past 3 days.. They kept telling 3bdulla to leave and rest but he said he'll stay untill I wake up to make sure I am okay. I felt my temperature rising when I thought about 3bdulla giving me mouth-to-mouth resuscitation :$ Shamma came to me with tears streaming down her cheeks .. She was telling me off saying things like "Ya 7mara kumin mara geltlich matroo7een b3eid w matisri3ein!" I giggled at how mad and worried she looked and everyone stared at me as if I'm crazy for giggling. M7md was at the door looking at me with obvious shock on his face, Shamma looked at the direction I was staring at and I could have sworn that she blushed when she saw M7md.
Anyways my dear diary.. I am going to talk to my family for a while and maybe take a nap.. Talk to you soon.
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Amazing post mashallah!
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