Here is a loonngg postt to make up for it.
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Previously:
"3bdulla.. I don't want you to feel sorry for me.. The only reason as to why I told you is because I wanted you to understand why I hate him so much.. Please book us the earliest flight to Kuwait"
I was still stunned .. "Enshallah" Was all I could reply..
Early morning the next day we went to Kuwait.
Abdulla's POV:
We arrived to Kuwait early afternoon and booked us a honeymoon suite at Sheraton Hotel. Things were kind of awkward between me and Shamsa at first after she told me what happened with that f***er but after the plane ride everything was back to normal. I am infuriated but more than that I feel guilt, sorrow and hurt. I still can't get over the fact that her Dad, her own blood, raped her and beat her.. Ooh if I ever see him again I will murder him with my bare hands.
*poke poke* "7beeby ana t3bana bargid shwy 3gub gawimny at around 6?" My angel said
Me: "Okay 7yaty.. Noum el 3wafii :* Ana baroo7 batlagah wya 7ad min el rabi3 hni w 3a sit ela rbi3 barid"
S in a failed attempt at a British accent: Okay ma' darling:*
I laughed at how funny she sounded. "Goodbye ma' dearie" I said in a perfect british accent
S: Tit'6a7ak 3alay haa? Ma3alaih 3bady btchoof
I faked a scared look: Mamaa! 5ala9 5ala9 anaa raye7!!
I ran out of the suite and heard her laughing in the background and closed the lights.
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"Halla wallah halla bu Jassim" Said my friend, A7mad
Me: "Ahlainn Bu Suhail .. Sh7alikk ya5yy minziman 3ank!"
A: B5airr ws'halah.. Heihh wallah tdryy sh'3il w 3gub wafat el waled Allah yr7amah wayed inshi'3alt wya el sharikah
Me: Allah yr7amah w yi'3firlah .. Haa shaklik shayabtt achoof sh3rr abya'6 6al3inlkk? I teased
A: Laa yubaa anaa ba3adnyy shab 9'3eirr w a9lan tchoof hal wayh?
Me: Heih achoofa w mlaw3ily chabdi =))7
A: Kil tbn yaa 7ywaann .. A9lan inta bs yalis tgool chii lanik t'3ar min my sexiness He smirked
Me: Agoolk chub m9adig 3mrikk wayedd =))
A: Ooohhh heihh nsaiitt sma3tt inikk mitzawij al7eeenhh haa? Sh7aall el 3roos? Allah y3eenha wyakk
I smacked his head playfully: Ya thore!!
A: Thore wla Hulk? Waaaaakkk =))
Me: Yal sa5aafaaaa
A7mdd and I used to be really close friends but after his dad died Allah yr7ama engi6a3 min el jmeee3 .. You see a7md is an only child and has always looked up to his father as his role model .. His dad was a smoker and well he died from lung cancer. BuS'hail is still the same guy he was a year ago .. Making jokes and goofing around.. Mskeen he's a great guy andd damah 5feef
At around 5:30 I said goodbye to him and went to my baby.
Shamsa's POV:
Where am I? Everything here was black.. Pitch black.
"HELLOO!! ANYBODYY HEREE??" I yell out, hearing my voice echo in the darkness.
"Shamsa" I hear a soft whisper.
"Come here" It says again.. Hmm this reminds me of Bambi..
"COME HERE" A much rougher voice screams. I feel myself being pushed to the floor. I try to run but I can't.. Something is stopping me .. Or is it someone?
"You didn't think you'd get away that easily now did you?"
My eyes widen, fear shoots through me. No.. he's not here.. He can't be!
"I'm right here baby girl.. In the flesh.. And I'm coming for you.."
"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU B***ARD!!" I start to scream. Tears falling down my eyes. I start to feel hands touching me.. His hands.
"STOP! DONT TOUCH ME! LET ME GO!!"
Memories flash through my eyes.
Me in the corner of my room crying.. And that monster banging on my door.. Slurring threats and fantasies.
"You B**ch open the door and let me in you!"
"N0-no..Go a-away!"
"Wrong answer sl*t" He says and breaks the door.
Then it flashes to a 15 year old me.. I was in Italy with my mom.. I was having dinner alone at a restaurant by the water fountains while my mom was resting at the hotel.. I was walking back to the hotel alone when I saw him.. He gave me that evil smile that sent shivers down my spine.. He started coming closer to me.. And that smell.. Oh that disgusting smell of alcohol.. I knew he was drunk..He pushed me to a brick wall in a secluded area.. I felt his hands roaming my body.. I tried to scream but I felt paralyzed.. Nothing would escape my lips.. I tried to move but it felt like as if my body turned to stone.. His hands.. I felt so dirty. He starts to wickedly laugh..
"We're going to have fun tonight aren't we baby girl?"
"Noo .. P-pleasee" I gained my voice back.
"Tst tsk .. Daddy wants to have some fun"
I start to sob uncontrollably. I feel so so dirty.
"Please stop.. PLEA-" Slap.. He slapped me.
"Shush now you wh*re"
I can feel his hands all over me.
"SHAMSA!! NSHI SHAMSA NSHI!!"
"SHAMSA!! You're okayy!!"
"Shamsaa balachh?!"
It started shaking me. I can feel its hands on me.
"LET ME GO!!" I started pounding on the persons chest.
"Shamsa 6al3eenii! Choofeenii! Ana Zoujich!!"
I stop pounding and look up.
"3bdulla?" I ask?
"3yoon 3bdulla" He sighs in relief.
"W-what happened?"
"You started to scream and cry.. Thinking someone was hurting you.. And .. And you freaked out even more when I shook you trying to wake you up.."
"He was here.." I whisper
"Who? Who was here?!"
"Baba.." My voice barely audible.
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Where am I? Everything here was black.. Pitch black.
"HELLOO!! ANYBODYY HEREE??" I yell out, hearing my voice echo in the darkness.
"Shamsa" I hear a soft whisper.
"Come here" It says again.. Hmm this reminds me of Bambi..
"COME HERE" A much rougher voice screams. I feel myself being pushed to the floor. I try to run but I can't.. Something is stopping me .. Or is it someone?
"You didn't think you'd get away that easily now did you?"
My eyes widen, fear shoots through me. No.. he's not here.. He can't be!
"I'm right here baby girl.. In the flesh.. And I'm coming for you.."
"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU B***ARD!!" I start to scream. Tears falling down my eyes. I start to feel hands touching me.. His hands.
"STOP! DONT TOUCH ME! LET ME GO!!"
Memories flash through my eyes.
Me in the corner of my room crying.. And that monster banging on my door.. Slurring threats and fantasies.
"You B**ch open the door and let me in you!"
"N0-no..Go a-away!"
"Wrong answer sl*t" He says and breaks the door.
Then it flashes to a 15 year old me.. I was in Italy with my mom.. I was having dinner alone at a restaurant by the water fountains while my mom was resting at the hotel.. I was walking back to the hotel alone when I saw him.. He gave me that evil smile that sent shivers down my spine.. He started coming closer to me.. And that smell.. Oh that disgusting smell of alcohol.. I knew he was drunk..He pushed me to a brick wall in a secluded area.. I felt his hands roaming my body.. I tried to scream but I felt paralyzed.. Nothing would escape my lips.. I tried to move but it felt like as if my body turned to stone.. His hands.. I felt so dirty. He starts to wickedly laugh..
"We're going to have fun tonight aren't we baby girl?"
"Noo .. P-pleasee" I gained my voice back.
"Tst tsk .. Daddy wants to have some fun"
I start to sob uncontrollably. I feel so so dirty.
"Please stop.. PLEA-" Slap.. He slapped me.
"Shush now you wh*re"
I can feel his hands all over me.
"SHAMSA!! NSHI SHAMSA NSHI!!"
"SHAMSA!! You're okayy!!"
"Shamsaa balachh?!"
It started shaking me. I can feel its hands on me.
"LET ME GO!!" I started pounding on the persons chest.
"Shamsa 6al3eenii! Choofeenii! Ana Zoujich!!"
I stop pounding and look up.
"3bdulla?" I ask?
"3yoon 3bdulla" He sighs in relief.
"W-what happened?"
"You started to scream and cry.. Thinking someone was hurting you.. And .. And you freaked out even more when I shook you trying to wake you up.."
"He was here.." I whisper
"Who? Who was here?!"
"Baba.." My voice barely audible.
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