Adryy inaa I am being a bad bloggerr bs I have been soo busy due to personal reasons so I may not post as often bs akeed I will post atleast once or twice a week.
This post is dedicated to the lovely estupendo R <3! <--- You better update now fahma? Youu all havee to read her blogg walla it's amazingg ♥
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
It was ............ A flat tire -_- (Kint basawy filim hindy bs gelt la later ::: )
"Uff mb wagta binit2a5ar 3l 6ayarah !!" Complained Shamma
"Heih walla tra if we're late I am blaming 3bdulla" Stated Maryam
"W ana sho y59ny?!" Replied 3bdulla
Maryam rolled her eyes "Inta ellay i8tira7t lna nroo7 eb limo"
"Latitfawlein inshallah bnil7ag" Huffed M7md
"Ayh Ayh into mb 3a zoujty" Salem defended his wife.
"KAAAAAK"
After 10mins they were back on their way to Dubai Airport, the ride was fun but noisy because of the constant friendly arguing =))
The couples still had looonnnggg before the planes departure but they had to be in the airport 3 hours before for the check ins and shopping of course ;)
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Shamsa's POV (Point of View)
Shamsa: "7beeby 7lo hal 8amee9?"
3bdulla: "Anything will look good on you, 7tta kees b6a6"
Blushing "Aham shay kees b6a6 =))"
3bdulla: "5'9eeh biykoon 7lw ;*"
Shamsa: "Okay <3"
Since the day I said 'I do' (he proposed to me twice, the arab and they american way :$) My life has changed to the better. I have been smiling nonstop, my nightmares turned to dreams, my tears of pain turned to tears of joy and my mood has been lifted. Not a day goes by without thanking God for the day 3bdulla bumped my car. I love him with all my heart and I will continue to love him till the day I die <3
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Maryam's POV
I remember the day I met Saloom as if it was yesterday.
*Flashback*
I was walking back to the hotel after a tiring day of nonstop shopping when I fell flat on my face because of all the bags I was carrying. A stranger rushed to my rescue trying to help me up. I held onto his extended hand as I got up from the ground.
... : "Are you okay? ĂȘtes-vous d'accord?"
Me: "Yes thank you, I am fine" I looked up to his face and I was amazed by his beauty. It wasn't the type of beauty that you would drool over when seeing models, no. It was the type of beauty you would come across once in a life time. His face was well defines, his jaw strong and defined showing his masculinity, his lips were pink and plump, his big and dark chocolate eyes have hundreds of stories to tell which are complimented with his long and thick eyelashes, his nose was sharp and slim, highlighting his Arab features, his messy chestnut colored hair really drawed attention to his eyes. He didn't have the perfect body but to me it was. He had a tiny karsha but I liked that about him, his arms were well built but in a natural way. So he didn't look so bulky and 'ewwyy' His teeth. Oh my god his pearly white teeth, I just couldn't help not stare at them and at his smile. He looked mesmerizing.
...: Waves his arms infront of my face, snaping me away from my observations "Umm Miss.. Are you okay? Do you feel any pain? Shall I take you to the hospital?"
Me: "Haa Shoo? Uuuhh Yes .. I mean no .. Nothing is hurting me"
...: "Mit2akda ma tbaini awidich el diktoor?"
Me: OMG He is Emirati!! Shiittt Shiitt Shiitt ..!! I have to go away before someone see's us! Even though we aren't doing anything wrong.. People talk.. Fast. "Heih mt2akda.. Mshkoor maga9art"
...: "Ana Salem"
Me: "3ashat el Asamy.. Ana Maryam"
Salem: "3ashat ayamich.. Tsharaft"
I gave him a polite smile and made my way back to my hotel room.. After that little incident I have been seeing Salem a lot, we would randomly see each other in restaurants, shops, parks etc. I even saw him in the elevator at the hotel I was staying in! It turns out that he was on the same floor as me! After bumping into each other a few times, we started casually talking and getting to know each other, when I came back to Dubai I was so sad that I won't see nor talk to Salem again but boy was I wrong, the next day my mother gave me a talk about me growing up and getting married then said that her friends' son wants to marry me and when she said his name my face when from this :| to this :O I couldn't believe what she said! I told her that I will 'Think about it' even though I already knew my answer.. You see when Salem helped me, I couldn't stop thinking about him at all.. He took over all my thoughts and once we got to know each other.. I fell in love with him even though it was too soon.. Guess it was love at first sight? I never believed in that crap but from that day I did.. And Salem was, is and always will be my first love <3
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Shamma's POV
M7md: "Shamma"
Me: "3yooni"
M7md: "A7ibich"
Me: :$ "Amoot feek"
M7md: "Allah la y7rimny minch <3"
Me: "Ameeen <3"
What can I say about M7md .. Hmm .. Amazing? Incredible? Lovely? Handsome? Funny? Cute? Charming? Sa5eef? Falsafchy? 3ashgy? 7yaty? 3mry? Roo7y? Galby? There is a unique beauty about him. One that is not only about his looks but his personality too. It can't be rightly justified by words. He never fails to make me smile, laugh and be happy in general. Whenever I am around him I feel positive energy around me and he makes me feel so special and loved. Whenever I talk to him I feel like I am on cloud 9. He is simply perfect in my eyes. I love every single detail about him. The way his dimples show when he moves his mouth or talk, the way he looks into my eyes and tells me he loves me, the way he gets so tickilish when I wrap my arms around his waist, the way he says my name, the way he always tries to make me laugh, the way he showers me with gifts and compliments for no reason, the way he hold my hand and kisses it and the list goes on and on.
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Narrator (Me) POV
After shopping at the Dubai Duty Free, the newly weds boarded the airplanes and said goodbye to one another.
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Sorry I took long to post..
Sorry if there are any mistakes.. Wayed m9a6la
Please comment your opinions :D
Wednesday, 30 July 2014
Monday, 28 July 2014
Forever? Introduction.
This is dedicated to three people: A dear friend of mine and a reader Zainab. An incredibly supportive and sweet twitter follower AlZainah and An amazing blogger estupendo R .. Thankk youu guyss for the supportt :') Lovee youu <3 !
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All of the newly weds are going to travel in the same time but not same place of course (This is Bedazzled Dreams's ideaa :* )
They are all going to go the airport together but will split up later on.
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
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What was that sound?
Are the couples okay?
You will find out next on the first chapter of Forever
^^ Yalsa a7asiskum channa Tv Show :$ =))
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Sho raykum so far?
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All of the newly weds are going to travel in the same time but not same place of course (This is Bedazzled Dreams's ideaa :* )
They are all going to go the airport together but will split up later on.
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
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What was that sound?
Are the couples okay?
You will find out next on the first chapter of Forever
^^ Yalsa a7asiskum channa Tv Show :$ =))
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Sho raykum so far?
Forever?
This is the continuation of Dear Diary but it will be about the married life of Shamsa, Shamma, Maryam and their husbands.
Will the marriages last?
What problems will they face?
You will be part of their life.
You will know about their thoughts, opinions, secrets, scandals and much more!
What happens after the wedding?
What happens to the kids?
You're going to find out soon on Forever - 1
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Comments on your opinion pleasee ;;)
Sho raykum fil isim?
Will the marriages last?
What problems will they face?
You will be part of their life.
You will know about their thoughts, opinions, secrets, scandals and much more!
What happens after the wedding?
What happens to the kids?
You're going to find out soon on Forever - 1
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Comments on your opinion pleasee ;;)
Sho raykum fil isim?
Random..2
I got inspired when listening to Jar of Hearts by Christina Perry and James Morrison & Nelly Furtado's Broken Strings and lastly The Script by Breakeven
You left me all alone .. Abandoned me when I needed you most.. You left and you took my heart with you.. I can't believe I can't say you are mine..
What happened to us?
What happened to forever?
What happened to our future?
What happened to "You're the one" ?
What happened to the promises?
What happened to all we've been through?
What happened to I won't give up?
What happened?
You told me lies and being the idiot I am, I believed you.
I learnt my lesson. It took me so long to accept what happened.. Then history repeated itself.
If you really wanted to be a part of my life, you would have been there. I shouldn't have bothered with you since you didn't make an effort to stay.
I thought that you were the best part of me. That you brightened my world and made it better. You are doing great while I'm torn into pieces.
I kept on acting like it was nothing when in reality, it was breaking my heart bit by bit.
You broke me, tore me down yet I still went back to you.
I feel like a complete idiot for missing you.
Am I really that easy to forget?
Why do I worry about you when you don't give a sh*t about me?
I'm doing okay until I remember you.
As you are walking away.. Please look back on more time.. Just long enough to remind you that I am falling apart.. And you're the reason.
I created the distance to see how much you cared.. Turns out I mean nothing to you.
Do you even still think about me?
I tried my best, you didn't appreciate it, I blamed myself but it's your fault, not mine.
Beneath my smile is a broken heart.
I felt so comfortable around you, even though I didn't know what your intentions were.
Saying goodbye was so hard, harder than shutting you away all of a sudden. I wonder if it is the fear of losing someone I love.
I thought it would be the end of the world.. But hey I am still living.
You aren't who I thought you were but it's better earlier then later.
Screw you I am better than this.
I shouldn't waste my time on someone who doesn't deserve it.
6aaafff to all the sh*t that has happened eh?
It seemed like then end .. But it is a new beginning.. A better one :D
When one door closes, another one opens 9a7?
I'm not going to be sat that it is over, I am going to be glad that it happened sooner.
I loved you, you hurt me, I am moving on, end of story.
What happened is making me stronger, better and wiser.
I would rather be alone than being with someone who makes me feel that way.
I regretted some stuff, I made memories and now I am better.
I don't need you. I have myself :$
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together" - Unknown
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3EEIIIDDKKUUMM MBAARRAAAKK MY LOVELY READERSS <3
I just want to thank my amazing friends who stay with me and help me through think and thin.. You guys are amazing sisters to me <3
I suggest you listen to the songs :P
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You left me all alone .. Abandoned me when I needed you most.. You left and you took my heart with you.. I can't believe I can't say you are mine..
What happened to us?
What happened to forever?
What happened to our future?
What happened to "You're the one" ?
What happened to the promises?
What happened to all we've been through?
What happened to I won't give up?
What happened?
You told me lies and being the idiot I am, I believed you.
I learnt my lesson. It took me so long to accept what happened.. Then history repeated itself.
If you really wanted to be a part of my life, you would have been there. I shouldn't have bothered with you since you didn't make an effort to stay.
I thought that you were the best part of me. That you brightened my world and made it better. You are doing great while I'm torn into pieces.
I kept on acting like it was nothing when in reality, it was breaking my heart bit by bit.
You broke me, tore me down yet I still went back to you.
I feel like a complete idiot for missing you.
Am I really that easy to forget?
Why do I worry about you when you don't give a sh*t about me?
I'm doing okay until I remember you.
As you are walking away.. Please look back on more time.. Just long enough to remind you that I am falling apart.. And you're the reason.
I created the distance to see how much you cared.. Turns out I mean nothing to you.
Do you even still think about me?
I tried my best, you didn't appreciate it, I blamed myself but it's your fault, not mine.
Beneath my smile is a broken heart.
I felt so comfortable around you, even though I didn't know what your intentions were.
Saying goodbye was so hard, harder than shutting you away all of a sudden. I wonder if it is the fear of losing someone I love.
I thought it would be the end of the world.. But hey I am still living.
You aren't who I thought you were but it's better earlier then later.
Screw you I am better than this.
I shouldn't waste my time on someone who doesn't deserve it.
6aaafff to all the sh*t that has happened eh?
It seemed like then end .. But it is a new beginning.. A better one :D
When one door closes, another one opens 9a7?
I'm not going to be sat that it is over, I am going to be glad that it happened sooner.
I loved you, you hurt me, I am moving on, end of story.
What happened is making me stronger, better and wiser.
I would rather be alone than being with someone who makes me feel that way.
I regretted some stuff, I made memories and now I am better.
I don't need you. I have myself :$
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together" - Unknown
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3EEIIIDDKKUUMM MBAARRAAAKK MY LOVELY READERSS <3
I just want to thank my amazing friends who stay with me and help me through think and thin.. You guys are amazing sisters to me <3
I suggest you listen to the songs :P
Saturday, 26 July 2014
Random..1
As a child, we were told stories about a happy ending. The stories we were told ended with "and they lived happily ever after" But we live in the real world, perfect endings don't exist, those are just made up fairy tales. We were told that dreams came true. But do they? Do they really? What happens after the happily ever after? What happens after your dreams come true? What happens after the prince marries the princess or the wicked witch gets defeated?
In life, we go through ups and downs, lefts and rights to get to the final destination.We are all different in different ways, the one thing we have in common is that we are all human, we make mistakes, we have dreams and goals, we have happy and sad moment, we love and we lose but that is life. We all have something we want to keep in the dark and move on but in order to do that we have to accept it. Shit happens but life goes on. We have to let the past make us better and not bitter.
We spend so much time living life, yet not enough time thinking about what are we doing alive. Think about the meaning of life, the purpose of our existence, who is responsible for our creation and what happens when we leave. If you don't want to think about where you came from, at least think about where you are going to go when it's all over. We live, we die then we turn to bones. Wrong. After the grass dies, the rain arrives and it regrows.
Being happy doesn't mean being perfect, it means that we looked passed the imperfections which turn to perfections. Everything happens for a reason, we aren't in control of the future but we are in control of how we handle it. We wouldn't know our strengths if we didn't have any weaknesses. Only after our suffering will we be able to honestly realize how strong we are, we then realize how much we can handle before we break.
Announcement
Dear Readers,
I want to start my new story which is a continuation of Dear Diary but it will be about the married life of Shamsa, Shamma, Maryam and their husbands. The only problem that isn't allowing me to start the story7 is that I can't think of a name for the story :'( ! The story won't be in a Dear Diary form whereas it will be in different POV (points of view) I would have started the continuation earlier but I need a name for the story before writing it.
Please comment bellow the name(s) you have in mind.. Thankk youu in advance <3
Friday, 25 July 2014
Dear Diary - Finale
Dear Diary,
Today is our engagement day! I am a nervous wreck! Everything looks so beautiful and perfect except me. I feel like I look like a clown :'( Everyone says I look gorgeous but I don't believe them. Shamma and I decided that we should make a huge engagement instead of making a big wedding. Ajalna 2 weeks after the original date. Shamma looks absolutely breathtaking in her dress
Today is our engagement day! I am a nervous wreck! Everything looks so beautiful and perfect except me. I feel like I look like a clown :'( Everyone says I look gorgeous but I don't believe them. Shamma and I decided that we should make a huge engagement instead of making a big wedding. Ajalna 2 weeks after the original date. Shamma looks absolutely breathtaking in her dress
I decided on wearing a very simple dress because big dresses and me don't mix. Besides, I love the simplicity of my dress.
It was time to go down. I am shaking! Me and Shammami are holding hands while going down and Maryoom and Hanood are fixing our dresses from time to time. We made our way to the kousha and I see my mom, 3bdulla's mom, Shamma's mom and M7md's mom crying tears of joy which made tear up but I had to swallow my tears. We did our wedding/melcha in Trade Center. We decided on keeping the melcha very simple. We invited 1000 people which was divided between the 4 families x_x The kousha looked so cute
"Alf el 9alat w el salam 3laik ya 7beeb Allah M7mad" "Kololololoooosshh" "koolloolloolooleeiii"
The men entered, my eyes directly landed on 3bdulla, he looked me right in the eye and grinned that boyish smile of his, I immediately blushed and smiled. He looked hot with a capital H! He was dreamy in his crisp white kandoora and '36ra, wearing a black bisht and 3gal.. That man is mine.. He is officially my man.
3bdulla and M7md walked a bit too fast to the kousha, their parents giggled and told them to slow down. By the time they reached, me and Shamma's faces were as read as a tomato. My grandfather kissed my forehead then barakly, followed by 7mdan, then 5leefa, he said "Mbrook my baby girl, I love you" I could have sworn I saw his eyes water. Saifo came to me and said "Allah iy3een 3bood 3laich.. A9lan kaif 7abach ana madry" I looked at him and fake smiled then replied "7saby wyak b3dain :)" he said "Mbrook 7beebty ;*" Then Fahood came w said mbrook. After him the rest of the men came then finally 3baaddiii <3 He kissed my forehead and said "Mbroook 3laich anaa ya 7beebat galbyy <3" I got so shy I didn't even think it was possible to be that shy :P
3bdulla kept nagging and asking when can we leave while I was nagging because I wanted to eat and dance. Shamma and M7md were sitting next to us and I heard them talking about the same thing. After what seemed like hours, my mom came and told us to cut the cake.. We cut the cake then both 3bdulla and M7md put some cake and frosting on our nose and cheek ;p M7md's sisters and Maryoom were telling the men to eat the cake on cheek just to embarrass us w hayail masti7aw w they ate it! Then 3badii whispered in my ears "You taste delicious" I just melted on my spot right then and there.
Me, Shamma, Maryoom and our Husbands (we were still getting used to saying that) decided to go on our honeymoon together to ..............................................................................
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TO BE CONTINUED IN MY NEXT STORY...!!!!!!!
HELP! I can't think of a name for my next storyy :'( ! It will be about the married life of the three couples. It will also be in different POV (points of view)
Please comment your opinion and thoughts .. Thankk youu <3 !!
Thankk youu all for the support, especially:
estupendo R
Bedazzled Dreams
_zaiin28
Flana AlX
Thursday, 24 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 10
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
Dear Diary,
This was the conversation between the doctor:
This was the conversation between the doctor:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but your daughter might have forgotten completely what happened today, and some days will be a bit hazy.. Fortunately, if you tell her about it and talk her through the day, she will be able to remeber. About the young man over here, she will be able to remember him tomorrow or the day after but it can take up to a week.
5leefa: HA4A SHO YALIS IY5ARBI6 ?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a concussion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory fully. By that I mean is that she will be able to remember everything that has happened and her memories won't be a blur.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God.
The doctor excused himself and said he will come and check up on me later.
Me: 5loof mumkin itgooleeli sho istiwa?
5leefa: I .. I don't know.. Yaiti el bait after you went out with your friend w yalsa it9ee7een.. We looked at you and you had a bruised face.. We rushed to go to your room bs you locked the door and kept crying.. We tried to talk to you and asked you what happened but you didn't reply.. After a while we heard you gasping and cried loudly so me and 3bdulla said that they we will break the door.. You didn't answer and so we did.. We found you with a bunch of pills in your hand.. 3bdulla took it away from you.. Mama came in and saw us umm crying.. She cried with us.. You .. You tried to killed yourself.. How could you do that to us?! How could you do that to me?! You are my only sister and you were about to leave me?! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I NEED YOU!
Saif: 5LEEFA LAT9ARI5 3L BNAYAH!
My mom was crying her eyes out.
5leefa: I .. I already lost Shai5a .. I can't lose you ..
The whole room began crying except 3bdulla..
Shai5a used to be 5leefa's twin, they were inseparable, one day Shai5a went out driving and on her way back home she got into a car accident. She was rushed to the hospital but she lost too much blood and passed away.. 5leefa was the most who was affected because they were so close. That happened 3 years ago. Shaikha was my role model, she was the prettiest, kindest and smartest person I know. She was a strong women respected and loved by everyone. She had the purest heart and an infectious laugh. It's impossible to be sad in her presence. When she passed away.. It was like a part of us died with her.. She passed away a month from her wedding.. Her fiance swore to never marry after her and soon fled the country </3 Allah Yramha w Yi'3firlha
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After 2 days I fully recovered my memory.. I was resting when 3bdulla came in and sat with my mom.. They were talking and I was listening to their conversation..
3bdulla: 5alty
Mom: Halla 7beeby
3bdulla: 5alty ab'3y a6lib minch 6alab
Mom: 2amer
3bdulla: 5alo ana 3mry 26 w fee sin el zawaj .. Ab'3y atzawaj
Mom: Ha4e el sa3ah el mbarakah!
3bdulla: Ana mramis el walda w ubooy w hum mwaf8ein .. Ab'3y atzawaj Shamsa
Mom: Ana kint 7assa !! Ana mwaf8a bs is2al binty
3bdulla: Inshallah 5alo <3 Bs 5alha ti6la3 min el mstashfa w ana ba56ibha :D
Mom: Inshallah :')
Shocked was an understatement. I was surprised. 3bdulla really loves me. He wasn't going to play with my feelings like.. Never mind.. 3bdulla is going to be mine! Mine! Just for me! I am ecstatic. I almost jumped up from bed and did my happy dance but then I would blow my cover :$
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Once I got out of the hospital 3bdulla proposed and gave me the most beautiful ring
After one week is our engagement. I wanted to extend it to 2 weeks but 3bdulla may6ee3 .. He wants it to be as soon as possible =))
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Although I missed Maryoom's engagement she said it is okay because it was just the engagement. Her wedding is in 3 months.
I almost forgot !! Shamma and M7md are getting engaged on the same day as me :D We wanted to make a double wedding and engagement ;;)
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I will just write 1-3 more parts for Dear Diary
I know I am rushing the story but I am going to write another story of the continuation of their married life. It will be in different points of view and it won't be as a dear diary format. What do you think?
Wednesday, 23 July 2014
Important..!!
Dear Readers,
I would like your opinion on what would you like to happen next..
The First Option:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but your daughter might have forgotten completely what happened today, and some days will be a bit hazy.. Fortunately, if you tell her about it and talk her through the day, she will be able to remeber. About the young man over here, she will be able to remember him tomorrow or the day after but it can take up to a week.
5leefa: HA4A SHO YALIS IY5ARBI6 ?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a concussion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory fully. By that I mean is that she will be able to remember everything that has happened and her memories won't be a blur.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God.
The doctor excused himself and said he will come and check up on me later.
Me: 5loof mumkin itgooleeli sho istiwa?
5leefa: I .. I don't know.. Yaiti el bait after you went out with your friend w yalsa it9ee7een.. We looked at you and you had a bruised face.. We rushed to go to your room bs you locked the door and kept crying.. We tried to talk to you and asked you what happened but you didn't reply.. After a while we heard you gasping and cried loudly so me and 3bdulla said that they we will break the door.. You didn't answer and so we did.. We found you with a bunch of pills in your hand.. 3bdulla took it away from you.. Mama came in and saw us umm crying.. She cried with us.. You .. You tried to killed yourself.. How could you do that to us?! How could you do that to me?! You are my only sister and you were about to leave me?! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I NEED YOU!
Saif: 5LEEFA LAT9ARI5 3L BNAYAH!
My mom was crying her eyes out.
5leefa: I .. I already lost .............................................................
I would like your opinion on what would you like to happen next..
The First Option:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
The Second Option:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but your daughter might have forgotten completely what happened today, and some days will be a bit hazy.. Fortunately, if you tell her about it and talk her through the day, she will be able to remeber. About the young man over here, she will be able to remember him tomorrow or the day after but it can take up to a week.
5leefa: HA4A SHO YALIS IY5ARBI6 ?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a concussion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory fully. By that I mean is that she will be able to remember everything that has happened and her memories won't be a blur.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God.
The doctor excused himself and said he will come and check up on me later.
Me: 5loof mumkin itgooleeli sho istiwa?
5leefa: I .. I don't know.. Yaiti el bait after you went out with your friend w yalsa it9ee7een.. We looked at you and you had a bruised face.. We rushed to go to your room bs you locked the door and kept crying.. We tried to talk to you and asked you what happened but you didn't reply.. After a while we heard you gasping and cried loudly so me and 3bdulla said that they we will break the door.. You didn't answer and so we did.. We found you with a bunch of pills in your hand.. 3bdulla took it away from you.. Mama came in and saw us umm crying.. She cried with us.. You .. You tried to killed yourself.. How could you do that to us?! How could you do that to me?! You are my only sister and you were about to leave me?! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I NEED YOU!
Saif: 5LEEFA LAT9ARI5 3L BNAYAH!
My mom was crying her eyes out.
5leefa: I .. I already lost .............................................................
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Tuesday, 22 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 9B
Dear Diary,
It was him. Yes him! How dare he?! And to think he would have kept his promise! I should have known that he is incapable of keeping a promise. I am angry, no I am infuriated! How can he do this to me? Never in my wildest dreams I would have thought of seeing him like this .. With who he was. I can feel the angry rising and my blood boiling. Screw this I am not going to leave the restaurant because of him and some bimbo barbie. Hmm I have a plan but first let me tell Shamma.
I angrily whispered: Shamma!
Imitating my whisper: Shamsa!
Me: It's him.
Shamma: Who him?
Me: Him.
Shamma: Who is him? The guy you told me about? What's his name? Umm 3bdulla?
Me: No. Him.
Shamma followed the line I was staring at and saw him but she didn't know who he was.
Me: That b***ard ! I hate him! And he brings his little b***h with him too?! Mayisi7i 3a wayha!
Shamma slowly connected the dots then gasped.
Shamma: That.. That is 3my 9ala7 !
I replied blatantly: Yes.
Shamma: With his wife..!
I cringed: Yes.
Shamma: Shamoos let's go to another restaurant..
Me: I have lost my appetite.
Shamma: Okay let's go shopping!
Me: Wait.
Shamma: Shamoos don't do anything stupid that you will regret later. I can see you forming a plan in your head. Stop it! Don't let him get to you! He isn't worth it. Let's just go and do some therapy shopping to get your mind off of him.
Me: 9ibry.
After all those years, I would have never even imagined seeing him again.. I thought he left.. And for good this time. Guess I was wrong. That a$$***e will see. He will regret the day he ever came back and his wife too :) This. Is. War.
I walked up to him, more like stomped actually and slammed my hand on the hard wooden table. As much as it hurt I didn't care. He looked so shocked and surprised to see me.
Me: You sick bas***d ! How fking dare you bring her here? How dare you even step foot in this country?! You come here and bring HER WITH YOU! I HATE YOU! I HAATTTTEEE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!
Him: Shamsa lat9ar5ein .. We are in a public place.
Me: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO AND BOSS ME AROUND HAA?! WHO!? TELL ME WHO?!
He begins to slightly raise his voice: I am your father inzain?! T7tarmainy '3a9ban 3laich.
Me: Hah you think you are my father? Well guess what I don't have a father. To me you are dead. You never exsisted. You haven't been in my life for the past 7 YEARS! AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL YOUR SELF A FATHER?! MY FATHER!
Him: SHAMSA I9KITY A7SANLICH W I7TARMAY ELLAY AKBAR MINCH!
Me: CHUB! After all the sh*t we have been through, you think you can just come here and everything will be okay? You never and I repeat NEVER showed up at my birthdays, celebrations, graduations and everything that has to do with me. To do with us! Me, my mom and my brothers! You didn't even care about hurting your children! You didn't care about your wife that you have been with for 26 years! You didn't give a shit about leaving us for some gold-digging b*tch ! You didn't care about the divorce. You were happy about it. I loathe you. I detest you. I feel sorry for your children. I wish you rot in hell. You and your wife.
Her *his wife* : Umm matarmisein 3an zoujy chi inzain? She looked and talked like a sl*t.
Me: YEL3AN SHAKLICH EL 5AYIS! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU LITTLE F***ER?! YOU JUST MARRIED HIM FOR HIS MONEY! YOU DON'T EVEN LOVE HIM YAL G*7BA !
My father turned red with furry and he did it. He slapped me. And so I slapped his wife and left. As I was leaving I yelled "GO DIE YOU FILTHY PIECES OF SH*T" Thank god that they were sitting outside. His slap hurt.. But no where near the pain of how I felt. Shamma was watching the whole thing and her mouth formed the perfect 'O'
Me: Shamma I'm leaving.
Shamma just silently followed me to the main entrance. She asked the valet guy to bring my car.Once we entered that car I blew up. I burst into tears. How could he? How could he lay a hand on me? I regret not beating the living sh*t out of his wife. All throughout the conversation she had a little smirk as he was defending her. Just as I was about to blow up she said that remark of hers and that was when my anger flew through the roof and I yelled. I can feel my throat tighten and I know I lost my voice from all the screaming. Thinking about what happened made me burst into a million more tears. I feel furious, ashamed, depressed, aggravated and most of all.. Disgusted. I am disgusted and ashamed to call that man my father. I am disgusted and ashamed to be part of that family. I feel disgusted and ashamed to call her my step mother. I am disgusted and ashamed. Maybe I am disgusting? Maybe I am the shameful one? I don't know. I went home with a bruised cheek. Once I entered the house I saw my family including 3bdulla sitting in the meelas in front of me, I didn't bother saying hello, I just ran to my room weeping.
I can hear them banging on my door.. Asking me what happened. I just ignored them.. Shamma offered to sleep over but I rejected her offer. I dropped her home and came to my house. The house he used to live in. After what seemed to be hours of them trying to ask me what happened and what is wrong.. I burst into tears once again.. I think I was loud because my brothers threatened that if I don't open the door they are going to break it down. I didn't care. I continued silently crying my eyes out till the point that there were no more tears to cry. After 10 more minutes I heard a loud bang. They broke the door down. They entered the room shocked by what they saw.. I can see their eyes practically falling out of their sockets. It took them a few seconds to comprehend what I was about to do.. I was about to overdose..
3bdulla ran to me followed by the rest of them.. He aggressively took the pills from my hand and all of them started yelling at me at first the they started crying. Yes them. The guys were crying. My mom came in the room to ask what the fuss was about and when she saw us she cried her eyes out. She didn't even know the reason but the sight of us made her cry. Fahad went to my mom to try and calm her down while the rest of the guys were bombarding me with a million questions.. Slowly the world started spinning and the words were slurry.. After I heard a loud thud everything went black.
I woke up because of the pounding pain in my head.. I tried to move my hand up to mu head to massage it but there was an IV hoked on my hand. I am in the hospital with my family and a strange guy surrounding me. Once they saw me awake they came to me and started asking me loads of questions.. I was so confused and when I tried to talk nothing came out.. Why am I here? Who is this guy? What happened? When did I go to the hospital? How did I get here? A million question were rushing through my head.
The doctor came in and started asking me questions.. I was able to answer some of them and not all..
He asked me: Shamsa do you know who that is? *he pointed at the stranger*
Me: No .. Am I supposed to know him?
Everyone except the doctor looked shocked and confused. The stranger looked so hurt and pained. Why?
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but ....................................................................................................
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SORRY FOR THE LANGUAGE X_X
This took an unexpected turn.. I was going to say that she saw 3bdulla with another girl but I wanted to make the story a bit more interesting :P
This took an unexpected turn.. I was going to say that she saw 3bdulla with another girl but I wanted to make the story a bit more interesting :P
This might be one of my longest posts.... Thoughts and opinions please?
Monday, 21 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 9
Dear Diary,
Me and 3bdulla have been talking a lot lately on bbm. He is so nice and sweet, plus he's really funny too! We have been talking nonstop about completely pointless and random things. I was quite surprised that we have so much in common. I remember a few days ago, we were talking about childhood memories and he told me that when he was 4 or 5 years old, he was walking up the stairs and he saw a ball of chocolate on the floor so he picked it up and just as he was about to eat it he smelt something bad from the chocolate and as soon as he opened his mouth to eat the chocolate, his nanny came and snatched it out of his hand with a tissue and told him it was his little brother's poop =)) I died from laughing ldarajah ena I choked on my food! He used to be such a trouble maker as a kid!
I started going back to university three days ago and let me tell you something.. It is Hell! My professors wayed '6a'36ein 3alay 3shan I catch up on all the work I have missed.. Ista4 5alid told me I have a 5000 word essay due tomorrow :) That guy hates my guts! I seriously feel like punching him right now.
Remember that guy Maryam met in Paris? Ya well she's getting engaged to him in two days! I am extremely happy for her but I feel like mawa7alha tit3araf 3leih wayed.. It's her life though and as long as she is happy than I am too. Owh yeah and updates on Shammamii and 7moodii? Well my feelings were right and they are totally having a 'thing' for each other! They added each other on bbm and according to Shamma, things have been going great with them.
Nowadays when 3bdulla comes over to hang out my brothers don't really like me hanging out with them.. I think they're getting suspicious about me and 3bood's relationship x_x So me and 3bdulla have been trying to not get too attached and friendly to each other especially in front of my brothers. 3bdulla 5abarny ina ey7ibny w mb mal swalif l3ib w ma95arah bs I didn't really understand what he meant ;S
I already started my essay for Mr.Khalid during my breaks in uni but I still have 1356 words to go! I am just going to quickly finish it and then I'll be back.
*45 Minutes Later*
Ughh finally I am done writing his stupid essay and wrote 5000 words exactly :) Are teachers allowed to give their student only one day to complete an entire essay?! Narfazny hal 7mar!! Anyways I'm going dress shopping for Maryoom's melcha with Shammamii.. Speaking of Shammami she said she's coming over in an hour so we could go together.. Hmm what should I wear? How about this?
Me and 3bdulla have been talking a lot lately on bbm. He is so nice and sweet, plus he's really funny too! We have been talking nonstop about completely pointless and random things. I was quite surprised that we have so much in common. I remember a few days ago, we were talking about childhood memories and he told me that when he was 4 or 5 years old, he was walking up the stairs and he saw a ball of chocolate on the floor so he picked it up and just as he was about to eat it he smelt something bad from the chocolate and as soon as he opened his mouth to eat the chocolate, his nanny came and snatched it out of his hand with a tissue and told him it was his little brother's poop =)) I died from laughing ldarajah ena I choked on my food! He used to be such a trouble maker as a kid!
I started going back to university three days ago and let me tell you something.. It is Hell! My professors wayed '6a'36ein 3alay 3shan I catch up on all the work I have missed.. Ista4 5alid told me I have a 5000 word essay due tomorrow :) That guy hates my guts! I seriously feel like punching him right now.
Remember that guy Maryam met in Paris? Ya well she's getting engaged to him in two days! I am extremely happy for her but I feel like mawa7alha tit3araf 3leih wayed.. It's her life though and as long as she is happy than I am too. Owh yeah and updates on Shammamii and 7moodii? Well my feelings were right and they are totally having a 'thing' for each other! They added each other on bbm and according to Shamma, things have been going great with them.
Nowadays when 3bdulla comes over to hang out my brothers don't really like me hanging out with them.. I think they're getting suspicious about me and 3bood's relationship x_x So me and 3bdulla have been trying to not get too attached and friendly to each other especially in front of my brothers. 3bdulla 5abarny ina ey7ibny w mb mal swalif l3ib w ma95arah bs I didn't really understand what he meant ;S
I already started my essay for Mr.Khalid during my breaks in uni but I still have 1356 words to go! I am just going to quickly finish it and then I'll be back.
*45 Minutes Later*
Ughh finally I am done writing his stupid essay and wrote 5000 words exactly :) Are teachers allowed to give their student only one day to complete an entire essay?! Narfazny hal 7mar!! Anyways I'm going dress shopping for Maryoom's melcha with Shammamii.. Speaking of Shammami she said she's coming over in an hour so we could go together.. Hmm what should I wear? How about this?
Yeahh that seems fine I guess.. I applied thin eyeliner, mascara and a light pink lip gloss. Just as I finished applying my lip gloss Shamma came barging in my room telling me that she is starving and wants to go have lunch in P.F Chang's before we go on our shopping spree, and of course I agreed since it is food and I am craving those delicious dynamite shrimp of theirs :P
Once we arrived to Dubai Mall we immediately went to P.F Chang's and I couldn't believe my eyes.. What I saw was something I would have never imagined..............!!!!
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This post is dedicated to R and 9al7a :D Thankk youu so muchh for yourr support <3
Dear Diary - Part 8B
Dear Diary,
After 3bdulla confessed his love to me I was speechless. I felt like as if my tongue was tied and that I forgot all the words in the English dictionary. I tried to for a sentence in my brain but this is what it sounded like when I said it out loud "I.. Umm.. 3bdulla.. Aaa.. I.. Me too" Abdulla looked like I just said that cows can fly. He looked so shocked but humorous at the same time. "3eedy 3eedy masima3t 3dil" I giggled and said "Me too:$" 3bdulla looked like he was the happiest guy on Earth. El ibtisamah shagah wayha! Wayedd ktkoooott <3! "Shamsaa inti mat3arfeen keif ana far7an el7eeenhh!!" He was grinning from ear to ear =)) I told 3bdulla that even though we have feelings for each other, we won't be '7abay7eb' due to the fact of what happened a few years ago. I didn't tell him what happened but I think he understood that I'm not looking for a relationship.
We finally arrived to Jam3iya and I bought everything I wanted, needed and craved. I bought bags of chocolates, boxes of drinks and chips and everything my heart desired. They guys kept laughing at me whenever I got hyper and started jumping up and down at the sight of the junk food :$
Since McDonald's is in Jam3iya we went there w got our food then went back home. The rest of the night was spent talking and goofing around with the guys. When it was nearly 3am I told them that I was tired and wanted to sleep and so I went to my room. I checked my blackberry for any bbms and I received a text message from 3bdulla saying "Goodnight my love" I wrote back "How cheesy Romeo. Goodnightt xx"
And that is the end of my day.
After 3bdulla confessed his love to me I was speechless. I felt like as if my tongue was tied and that I forgot all the words in the English dictionary. I tried to for a sentence in my brain but this is what it sounded like when I said it out loud "I.. Umm.. 3bdulla.. Aaa.. I.. Me too" Abdulla looked like I just said that cows can fly. He looked so shocked but humorous at the same time. "3eedy 3eedy masima3t 3dil" I giggled and said "Me too:$" 3bdulla looked like he was the happiest guy on Earth. El ibtisamah shagah wayha! Wayedd ktkoooott <3! "Shamsaa inti mat3arfeen keif ana far7an el7eeenhh!!" He was grinning from ear to ear =)) I told 3bdulla that even though we have feelings for each other, we won't be '7abay7eb' due to the fact of what happened a few years ago. I didn't tell him what happened but I think he understood that I'm not looking for a relationship.
We finally arrived to Jam3iya and I bought everything I wanted, needed and craved. I bought bags of chocolates, boxes of drinks and chips and everything my heart desired. They guys kept laughing at me whenever I got hyper and started jumping up and down at the sight of the junk food :$
Since McDonald's is in Jam3iya we went there w got our food then went back home. The rest of the night was spent talking and goofing around with the guys. When it was nearly 3am I told them that I was tired and wanted to sleep and so I went to my room. I checked my blackberry for any bbms and I received a text message from 3bdulla saying "Goodnight my love" I wrote back "How cheesy Romeo. Goodnightt xx"
And that is the end of my day.
Dear Diary - Part 8
Dear Diary,
As I was saying, I was just about to open the door of the underground garage in order to leave the guys when I felt someone hold my arm and say "Wait.. Don't go..I'll drive you to McDonald's" It was ................. 3bdulla! At first I felt my cheeks turning crimson but then I got worried because of what my brothers will say, do or think so I pulled my hand away and shrugged. I didn't think that my brothers would allow me to go alone with 3bdulla bs for some strange reason they did o_O
I entered 3bdulla's Rolls Royce Phantom and headed to Jam3iya. On our way 3bdulla turned on the radio and Fairouz's Bint El Shalabiya was playing. The lyrics go something like this:
ÙÙ۱ÙŰČ - ۧÙŰšÙŰȘ ۧÙŰŽÙŰšÙŰ©
ۧÙŰšÙŰȘ ۧÙŰŽÙŰšÙŰ©
ŰčÙÙÙÙۧ ÙÙŰČÙŰ©
ŰšŰŰšÙ Ù Ù ÙÙŰšÙ
ÙۧÙÙŰšÙ Ű§ÙŰȘ ŰčÙÙۧ
ŰŰŻ ۧÙÙÙۧ۷۱
Ù ŰŰšÙŰšÙ Ùۧ۷۱
Ù۳۱ ۧÙŰźÙۧ۷۱
ÙۧÙÙÙÙ Ù Ű§ÙŰ§Ù ŰčÙÙۧ
ŰšŰȘŰ·Ù ŰšŰȘÙÙŰ Ù Ű§ÙÙÙŰš Ù ŰŹŰ±ÙŰ
Ù ŰŁÙŰ§Ù ŰčۧÙŰšŰ§Ù ŰšŰȘŰčÙ Ù ŰȘ۱ÙŰ
ŰȘŰŰȘ ۧÙŰ±Ù Ű§ÙŰ©
ŰŰšÙ ŰÙۧÙÙ
ÙŰłÙ ŰčÙÙ ŰșÙۧÙÙ
ÙۧŰčÙÙÙÙ
ÙŰȘŰșŰČÙ ÙÙۧ
As I was saying, I was just about to open the door of the underground garage in order to leave the guys when I felt someone hold my arm and say "Wait.. Don't go..I'll drive you to McDonald's" It was ................. 3bdulla! At first I felt my cheeks turning crimson but then I got worried because of what my brothers will say, do or think so I pulled my hand away and shrugged. I didn't think that my brothers would allow me to go alone with 3bdulla bs for some strange reason they did o_O
I entered 3bdulla's Rolls Royce Phantom and headed to Jam3iya. On our way 3bdulla turned on the radio and Fairouz's Bint El Shalabiya was playing. The lyrics go something like this:
ۧÙŰšÙŰȘ ۧÙŰŽÙŰšÙŰ©
ŰčÙÙÙÙۧ ÙÙŰČÙŰ©
ŰšŰŰšÙ Ù Ù ÙÙŰšÙ
ÙۧÙÙŰšÙ Ű§ÙŰȘ ŰčÙÙۧ
ŰŰŻ ۧÙÙÙۧ۷۱
Ù ŰŰšÙŰšÙ Ùۧ۷۱
Ù۳۱ ۧÙŰźÙۧ۷۱
ÙۧÙÙÙÙ Ù Ű§ÙŰ§Ù ŰčÙÙۧ
ŰšŰȘŰ·Ù ŰšŰȘÙÙŰ Ù Ű§ÙÙÙŰš Ù ŰŹŰ±ÙŰ
Ù ŰŁÙŰ§Ù ŰčۧÙŰšŰ§Ù ŰšŰȘŰčÙ Ù ŰȘ۱ÙŰ
ŰȘŰŰȘ ۧÙŰ±Ù Ű§ÙŰ©
ŰŰšÙ ŰÙۧÙÙ
ÙŰłÙ ŰčÙÙ ŰșÙۧÙÙ
ÙۧŰčÙÙÙÙ
ÙŰȘŰșŰČÙ ÙÙۧ
As the song was playing 3bdula was looking at me then back at the road, he was smiling foolishly.. He brought his hands near mine then our fingers intertwined. I looked at him with shock but then I started blushing:$ He started singing the song w mashallah he has an amazing voice. Aghh can he be anymore perfect? He was dedicating the song to me.. I think I melted at that instance:$ My tiny hands fit perfectly in his big hands, his warm and soft fingers felt so right on my cold fingers. "Shamsa" He said. "3bdulla :D" I replied. He looked like he was in deep thought.. "Emm Shamsa.. I know it's too early to say this but.. I'm falling for you.. A7ibich Shamoos.." UMM WHAT?! He loves me? Noo Noo mista7eel akeed la5ba6 wla ana fhamt '3ala6.. It's impossible! "Shamsa please ridy 3alay.. Gooly ayshay" I was stunned. I didn't know what to reply.. "I.. Umm.. 3bdulla..Aaa.................................................................................."
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What do you think Shamsa is about to say?
Dear Diary - Part 7
Dear Diary,
I know I haven't been updating in a while, it's been what .. A bit over a week now? I'm sorry but I have been so busy lately. I took 2 weeks off of college because my doctor said I needed a full recovery and to get better before I go back. Did I mention that I have been spending a lot of time with 3bdulla lately? Since he was the one who saved me and he was my brother 7mdan's best fried in high school, my family trusts him a lot and so whenever he would come over I'd hang out with him and my brothers. My mother doesn't mind, in fact, she is quite supportive of me hanging out with him. I noticed that whenever me and 3bdulla would talk or something, my mom would smile. I wonder what she's thinking.
Shamma has been coming over everyday after university and she sometimes sleeps over on the weekends. I skyped with Maryam yesterday and she said that Paris is amazing as usual and that she met a local guy there but at the moment they are just friends. Oh yeah and by the way Shamma and I have been hanging out with M7md my cousin a lot too. I am almost positive that they like each other, because whenever I look at 7mood I would catch him staring at Shamma and she'd blush and look away. Hmm I hear wedding bells ringing ;) Wait no that's the sound of my phone =)) Lemme check who's calling..
*INCOMING CALL: UNKNOWN NUMBER*
Me: Alo?
Stranger: Salam 3laikum
It sounded like a guy. His voice was slightly familiar bs I don't know who it was.
Me: 3laikum El Salam .. Mno Ma3ay?
Stranger: Ana wa7ed .. Inti mno?
Me: La walla e7lif bs? -.- Inta ellay miti9il 3alay
Stranger: Inzain mumkin nit3araf?
Me: Agool en4ilif a7sanlik .. W i4a titi9il b3ad marah babali'3 3laik el shr6ah !
Stranger: 7beebty leish m3a9ba?
Me: CHUB! Ana mb 7beebtik fahimny?
Stranger: Ellay iyray7ich 7yaty
Me: E7tirim Nafsik a7sanlik!
I hear a roar of laughter.. A bunch of guys were laughing. I started getting angry and annoyed.
Me: MUMKIN A3ARF SHO EY'6A7IK
Stranger: KAAAAAAAAKK =)) Shamoos balach m3a9ba!? =))
Me: MNO HA?!
He started laughing: 7beebich y3ny mno.
Me: CHUBB!!
Stranger: Ana 3bdulla =))
Me: YA 7YWAN. YA 8LEEL EL ADAB. SHAKO TITI9IL FYAH W ITGOOLY HAL KALAM?!
Abdulla: Walla atma95ar .. Kan fkrat Saifo..
Me: Hum wyak?!
Abdulla: Heih w You're on speaker
Me: YA 7YWANAT ! WALLA 7SABKUM MA3AY YOUM ITRIDOON EL BAIT :@
Saif: Hadyy Hady! A9lan inti 9'3eirah matigdireen itsaween shay =))
I could hear the guys dying from laughter.
Me: Ma3asalamah!
*PHONE CALL ENDED*
Walla hayail el 7meer bychoofoon sho basawii youm biyirji3oun el bait. Bajlib el dinyah 3laihum. What the hell was that? It was the stupidest phone call ever! Wait .. Did 3bdulla say 7beebty w 7yaty?! OH MY GOD He Did!! Ahhh fdaaiitttaaa <3 Ayyy Ayyy ana sho yalsa a5arbi6?! Ho mithil u5ooy. I will not fall inlove with him. A9lan I don't like him. Who am I kidding .. I like him. A lot. But I am certain that he only sees me as a sister.. Besides what would a guy like him want with a girl like me? He is tall, hot, has a great personality and did I mention hot? Ufff if only he knew what he does to me.. After spending half an hour day dreaming over 3bdulla. Yes I am that pathetic that I find myself randomly daydreaming about him.. Anything and everything I do reminds of him. I went downstairs to the meelas to find all of the guys watching some football match. I can feel the temperature rising in my cheeks as I saw 3bdulla staring at me.. Smiling. Sh*t!! I am in my pyjama!! I'm only wearing short shorts and a slightly see-through tank top!
I know I haven't been updating in a while, it's been what .. A bit over a week now? I'm sorry but I have been so busy lately. I took 2 weeks off of college because my doctor said I needed a full recovery and to get better before I go back. Did I mention that I have been spending a lot of time with 3bdulla lately? Since he was the one who saved me and he was my brother 7mdan's best fried in high school, my family trusts him a lot and so whenever he would come over I'd hang out with him and my brothers. My mother doesn't mind, in fact, she is quite supportive of me hanging out with him. I noticed that whenever me and 3bdulla would talk or something, my mom would smile. I wonder what she's thinking.
Shamma has been coming over everyday after university and she sometimes sleeps over on the weekends. I skyped with Maryam yesterday and she said that Paris is amazing as usual and that she met a local guy there but at the moment they are just friends. Oh yeah and by the way Shamma and I have been hanging out with M7md my cousin a lot too. I am almost positive that they like each other, because whenever I look at 7mood I would catch him staring at Shamma and she'd blush and look away. Hmm I hear wedding bells ringing ;) Wait no that's the sound of my phone =)) Lemme check who's calling..
*INCOMING CALL: UNKNOWN NUMBER*
Me: Alo?
Stranger: Salam 3laikum
It sounded like a guy. His voice was slightly familiar bs I don't know who it was.
Me: 3laikum El Salam .. Mno Ma3ay?
Stranger: Ana wa7ed .. Inti mno?
Me: La walla e7lif bs? -.- Inta ellay miti9il 3alay
Stranger: Inzain mumkin nit3araf?
Me: Agool en4ilif a7sanlik .. W i4a titi9il b3ad marah babali'3 3laik el shr6ah !
Stranger: 7beebty leish m3a9ba?
Me: CHUB! Ana mb 7beebtik fahimny?
Stranger: Ellay iyray7ich 7yaty
Me: E7tirim Nafsik a7sanlik!
I hear a roar of laughter.. A bunch of guys were laughing. I started getting angry and annoyed.
Me: MUMKIN A3ARF SHO EY'6A7IK
Stranger: KAAAAAAAAKK =)) Shamoos balach m3a9ba!? =))
Me: MNO HA?!
He started laughing: 7beebich y3ny mno.
Me: CHUBB!!
Stranger: Ana 3bdulla =))
Me: YA 7YWAN. YA 8LEEL EL ADAB. SHAKO TITI9IL FYAH W ITGOOLY HAL KALAM?!
Abdulla: Walla atma95ar .. Kan fkrat Saifo..
Me: Hum wyak?!
Abdulla: Heih w You're on speaker
Me: YA 7YWANAT ! WALLA 7SABKUM MA3AY YOUM ITRIDOON EL BAIT :@
Saif: Hadyy Hady! A9lan inti 9'3eirah matigdireen itsaween shay =))
I could hear the guys dying from laughter.
Me: Ma3asalamah!
*PHONE CALL ENDED*
Walla hayail el 7meer bychoofoon sho basawii youm biyirji3oun el bait. Bajlib el dinyah 3laihum. What the hell was that? It was the stupidest phone call ever! Wait .. Did 3bdulla say 7beebty w 7yaty?! OH MY GOD He Did!! Ahhh fdaaiitttaaa <3 Ayyy Ayyy ana sho yalsa a5arbi6?! Ho mithil u5ooy. I will not fall inlove with him. A9lan I don't like him. Who am I kidding .. I like him. A lot. But I am certain that he only sees me as a sister.. Besides what would a guy like him want with a girl like me? He is tall, hot, has a great personality and did I mention hot? Ufff if only he knew what he does to me.. After spending half an hour day dreaming over 3bdulla. Yes I am that pathetic that I find myself randomly daydreaming about him.. Anything and everything I do reminds of him. I went downstairs to the meelas to find all of the guys watching some football match. I can feel the temperature rising in my cheeks as I saw 3bdulla staring at me.. Smiling. Sh*t!! I am in my pyjama!! I'm only wearing short shorts and a slightly see-through tank top!
I rapidly ran upstairs and changed into a sweatshirt and sweatpants by Pink then joined the guys downstairs. The guys were screaming and yelling threatening remarks at the Tv as if the players can hear them! I started laughing at how hillarious they looked and sounded. They kept saying stuff like "WALLA IN MAYIBT GOAL BA4BAA7KK!!" and "YI5RIB BAIT HAL 7ARIS! KART A9FAR YA '3ABI KART A9FAR!!" After the match was over the guys said they wanted to go get food from McDonald's and buy snacks from Jam3iya since 3bdulla was sleeping over and they ran out of snacks and so I told the guys I will join them. I was wearing casual clothes and we were just gonna go get food so I didn't have to change my clothes. We all went in Fahood's Range Rover because it can fit all of us. Yes we went in one car. Saif carried me over his shoulder and threw me in the car on 3bdulla and 7mdan's lap! I was laying down on their lap! I started yelling at Saif and he just kept on laughing thinking it was funny. As usual, one of my brothers had to tease me about my weight and this time it was 7mdan. He said and I quote "5aibah Shamoos bitkasreen reely! Yalla goomy wayed thjeelah mb gadir at7amal waznich!" "7tta el feil a5af 3nich! Ksarty '6ahry yal pumba" Saif added. I started getting really upset and emotional since it was that time of month again and so I cried and got out of the car. I don't know why bs nowadays 3a kilshay I get emotional! 5leefh and Fahad got pissed at 7mdan and Saif because they always like to comment on my weight. I can hear 5leefh yelling at them saying "Into matisti7oon 3la wayihkum! Fashalto el bnayah jdam el rayal w wayed bala'3to el kalam hal marah! Into chifto shamoos nafs el reeshah leish it7asisoonha chanha dababah? A9lan l3ilmkum a7la youm el bent 3ndha curves! Allah 5alig kil7ad as beautiful people, you know how girls get sensitive when you talk about their weight! 7ram 3laikum!" Fdaaiiitt 5loof he always defends me <3 I heard someone getting out of the car but I didn't bother looking back. I was just about to open the underground garage door when I felt someone hold my arm and say ..............................................................
Sunday, 20 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 6
Dear Diary,
It felt like forever since I was awake. I tried to open my eyes or to speak a couple of times but I failed miserably. Let me try one more time eh? ............ UFFFF I CAN'T !!! "Bismillah El Ra7man El Ra7eem" I said to myself. I did it! I opened my eyes for a few seconds but my eyelids felt heavy and they closed again. Once again I heard someone yelling "She woke up!" I hear many footsteps speeding towards me. Where am I and why is someone saying that I woke up? I am so confused. I finally got the strength after a while and opened my eyes and this time I didn't close it. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing would come out!! My mom was stroking my hair and kept repeating "Al7mdilla! Al7mdilla! Shkran Ya Raby Shkran :')" My brother 5leefa came to me and said "Shamsa! 7beebty! Tbain Ayshay? Shay Ey3awirch? Tbain Mai (water)?" I wanted to say yes but I couldn't. A Lebanese doctor came and said "Ya jama3a! El 9abiya lissa hala2 2amat .. Hya ra7 itnam shwey wa ana ra7 anadeekum lama bt2dar ta7kee aw lama fee progress ma3ha okay?" My mom told everyone to get out of the room and that she'll stay with me. My mom sat on the bed I was on and kept thanking Allah for saving me. After a while I tried to talk and I actually managed to say a few words. I tried calling my mom "Ma .. Mama" My voice was barely audible. My mom held my hand and said "Na3am mamati .. Na3am 7beebty .. Gooly sho tbein .. Sho feech? Shay ey3awirch? Tbeen tishribein shay? Gooly sho tbeen w beykoun jdamich!" "Mama .. W-What ha-happened?" I stuttered. "inti irta7ay w 3ugub bngoolich sho istiwa" She replied. The nurse came in and gave me some pain killers for my head and body ache.
I took a nap and when I woke up I saw my entire family there including 3bdulla and Shammah! There were flowers and presents everywhere. I saw my aunts and a few others crying. I slowly started remembering what happened. I was jet-skiing then I fell right? My cousin M7md (who asked my to do the race) came next to me and his eyes were filled with tears.. He looked so depressed and hurt, kisar 5a6ry </3
"Shamoos .. Shamoos I'm so sorry! Walla I'm sorry please forgive! It's all my fault that you're here.. If - if I didn't dare you then you wouldn't be in pain and in the hospital. Shamsa argooch sam7eeny :'(" His tears started falling down his face. M7md was crying. M7md was crying! I never saw a guy cry before. What do I do? What do I say?! I instinctively wiped away his tears with my hand and replied by saying "It's okay 7moodii walla it's okay! A9lan you were telling me to not speed and go far! Ellay 79al 79al. It's not your fault! Please don't cry or else I'll cry ): " I felt my tears threatening to spill. He looked so heartbroken.. I have never seen him like this. M7md excused himself and went to the toilet.
"What exactly happened? Why am I here?" I asked no one in particular. 7mdan looked at 5loof who looked at 3bdulla. Mama told 3bdulla to explain what happened \: Bs why 3bdulla was the question in my head.
3bdulla came to me and said "Tit4akarein sho istiwa 3gub ma 6i7ty min el jet-skii?" Hmm well kinda. "La.. not really" 3bdulla looked like he was thinking of what to say next. "Emm.. Inzain f inti 67ty min el jetski bs ma7ad la7a'6 .. W I was driving my jet ski not too far from you w I saw you w sped to you.. I saw you drowning w chocking so I got off my jet-ski and carried you onto mine. I yelled to the guys to come help as i was bringing you to shore. I asked anyone from your family if they knew mouth-to-mouth resuscitation and everyone said they didn't know how.. I was the only one who knew because I'm studying to be a doctor.. Elmuhum.. I tried to do it and you opened your eyes a bit bs then you blacked out again. I kept trying to save you bs I couldn't do much and it would've taken long for the ambulance to come fa 5abart u5ooch 7mdan eysha'3il el sayarah w wadainach el mstashfa. Tamait a7awil a6ali3 kil el mai ellay da5ilch bs it was coming out slowly and you were chocking and coughing a lot. 7mdan was driving as fast as possible to reach the hospital and by the time we reached the emergency section you were turning a light shade of blue because the oxygen wasn't reaching your lungs. After a while you were breathing 3dil bs when the doctor did an x-ray on your head they saw swelling because you hit your head on a rock and did an immediate surgery.. During the surgery you lost a lot of blood and they had to stop the surgery. The doctor said ina fee i7timal inich you lose a bit of your memory bs el7mdilla you didn't. Unfortunately, you were in a coma for the past 3 days. Al7mdilla ena Allah Salamch.. It could have been way worse." I was shocked. "I .. I was in a coma?!" It felt like I was in a movie.. Nothing sounded realistic or possible.
My mom was still crying.. Thanking Allah for saving her one and only daughter.. My brain was still processing the information I have been told.. After about 5 minutes 5leefa informed me that he, my mom and 3bdulla have been here from the past 3 days.. They kept telling 3bdulla to leave and rest but he said he'll stay untill I wake up to make sure I am okay. I felt my temperature rising when I thought about 3bdulla giving me mouth-to-mouth resuscitation :$ Shamma came to me with tears streaming down her cheeks .. She was telling me off saying things like "Ya 7mara kumin mara geltlich matroo7een b3eid w matisri3ein!" I giggled at how mad and worried she looked and everyone stared at me as if I'm crazy for giggling. M7md was at the door looking at me with obvious shock on his face, Shamma looked at the direction I was staring at and I could have sworn that she blushed when she saw M7md.
Anyways my dear diary.. I am going to talk to my family for a while and maybe take a nap.. Talk to you soon.
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I think this might have been the longest post so far :P Please tell me what you think about the story so far :D
It felt like forever since I was awake. I tried to open my eyes or to speak a couple of times but I failed miserably. Let me try one more time eh? ............ UFFFF I CAN'T !!! "Bismillah El Ra7man El Ra7eem" I said to myself. I did it! I opened my eyes for a few seconds but my eyelids felt heavy and they closed again. Once again I heard someone yelling "She woke up!" I hear many footsteps speeding towards me. Where am I and why is someone saying that I woke up? I am so confused. I finally got the strength after a while and opened my eyes and this time I didn't close it. I opened my mouth to say something but nothing would come out!! My mom was stroking my hair and kept repeating "Al7mdilla! Al7mdilla! Shkran Ya Raby Shkran :')" My brother 5leefa came to me and said "Shamsa! 7beebty! Tbain Ayshay? Shay Ey3awirch? Tbain Mai (water)?" I wanted to say yes but I couldn't. A Lebanese doctor came and said "Ya jama3a! El 9abiya lissa hala2 2amat .. Hya ra7 itnam shwey wa ana ra7 anadeekum lama bt2dar ta7kee aw lama fee progress ma3ha okay?" My mom told everyone to get out of the room and that she'll stay with me. My mom sat on the bed I was on and kept thanking Allah for saving me. After a while I tried to talk and I actually managed to say a few words. I tried calling my mom "Ma .. Mama" My voice was barely audible. My mom held my hand and said "Na3am mamati .. Na3am 7beebty .. Gooly sho tbein .. Sho feech? Shay ey3awirch? Tbeen tishribein shay? Gooly sho tbeen w beykoun jdamich!" "Mama .. W-What ha-happened?" I stuttered. "inti irta7ay w 3ugub bngoolich sho istiwa" She replied. The nurse came in and gave me some pain killers for my head and body ache.
I took a nap and when I woke up I saw my entire family there including 3bdulla and Shammah! There were flowers and presents everywhere. I saw my aunts and a few others crying. I slowly started remembering what happened. I was jet-skiing then I fell right? My cousin M7md (who asked my to do the race) came next to me and his eyes were filled with tears.. He looked so depressed and hurt, kisar 5a6ry </3
"Shamoos .. Shamoos I'm so sorry! Walla I'm sorry please forgive! It's all my fault that you're here.. If - if I didn't dare you then you wouldn't be in pain and in the hospital. Shamsa argooch sam7eeny :'(" His tears started falling down his face. M7md was crying. M7md was crying! I never saw a guy cry before. What do I do? What do I say?! I instinctively wiped away his tears with my hand and replied by saying "It's okay 7moodii walla it's okay! A9lan you were telling me to not speed and go far! Ellay 79al 79al. It's not your fault! Please don't cry or else I'll cry ): " I felt my tears threatening to spill. He looked so heartbroken.. I have never seen him like this. M7md excused himself and went to the toilet.
"What exactly happened? Why am I here?" I asked no one in particular. 7mdan looked at 5loof who looked at 3bdulla. Mama told 3bdulla to explain what happened \: Bs why 3bdulla was the question in my head.
3bdulla came to me and said "Tit4akarein sho istiwa 3gub ma 6i7ty min el jet-skii?" Hmm well kinda. "La.. not really" 3bdulla looked like he was thinking of what to say next. "Emm.. Inzain f inti 67ty min el jetski bs ma7ad la7a'6 .. W I was driving my jet ski not too far from you w I saw you w sped to you.. I saw you drowning w chocking so I got off my jet-ski and carried you onto mine. I yelled to the guys to come help as i was bringing you to shore. I asked anyone from your family if they knew mouth-to-mouth resuscitation and everyone said they didn't know how.. I was the only one who knew because I'm studying to be a doctor.. Elmuhum.. I tried to do it and you opened your eyes a bit bs then you blacked out again. I kept trying to save you bs I couldn't do much and it would've taken long for the ambulance to come fa 5abart u5ooch 7mdan eysha'3il el sayarah w wadainach el mstashfa. Tamait a7awil a6ali3 kil el mai ellay da5ilch bs it was coming out slowly and you were chocking and coughing a lot. 7mdan was driving as fast as possible to reach the hospital and by the time we reached the emergency section you were turning a light shade of blue because the oxygen wasn't reaching your lungs. After a while you were breathing 3dil bs when the doctor did an x-ray on your head they saw swelling because you hit your head on a rock and did an immediate surgery.. During the surgery you lost a lot of blood and they had to stop the surgery. The doctor said ina fee i7timal inich you lose a bit of your memory bs el7mdilla you didn't. Unfortunately, you were in a coma for the past 3 days. Al7mdilla ena Allah Salamch.. It could have been way worse." I was shocked. "I .. I was in a coma?!" It felt like I was in a movie.. Nothing sounded realistic or possible.
My mom was still crying.. Thanking Allah for saving her one and only daughter.. My brain was still processing the information I have been told.. After about 5 minutes 5leefa informed me that he, my mom and 3bdulla have been here from the past 3 days.. They kept telling 3bdulla to leave and rest but he said he'll stay untill I wake up to make sure I am okay. I felt my temperature rising when I thought about 3bdulla giving me mouth-to-mouth resuscitation :$ Shamma came to me with tears streaming down her cheeks .. She was telling me off saying things like "Ya 7mara kumin mara geltlich matroo7een b3eid w matisri3ein!" I giggled at how mad and worried she looked and everyone stared at me as if I'm crazy for giggling. M7md was at the door looking at me with obvious shock on his face, Shamma looked at the direction I was staring at and I could have sworn that she blushed when she saw M7md.
Anyways my dear diary.. I am going to talk to my family for a while and maybe take a nap.. Talk to you soon.
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I think this might have been the longest post so far :P Please tell me what you think about the story so far :D
Dear Diary - Part 5B
Dear Diary,
I didn't think that the wave was a big deal so I continued driving when suddenly I flipped over. I wasn't wearing a life vest so I was choking on water. I felt like I was sinking into the water. Going deeper and deeper. I couldn't breath anymore, I tried swimming up to the surface but I had no energy and the current was too strong for me. I felt something hard hit my head then suddenly everything went Black.
I tried to open my eyes, even if it was for just a bit but I failed. I felt something soft on my lips breathing in me. Slowly, I felt the water escape my mouth, it was warm and bubbly. I couldn't do anything. My body felt paralyzed. I tried to scream but nothing came out. I tried my best to slightly open my eyes and this time I succeeded. I saw the clear, blue sky and the fluffy clouds. Suddenly I felt someones hands pumping my chest so hard that it hurt. Once again it was breathing in me and the water started escaping the corner of my lips. I involuntarily closed my eyes and everything went black again. Am I dying? I asked myself.
After what seemed like forever I opened my eyes again. My head was pounded and my body felt heavy and bruised. I looked around me and saw white. Where am I? Am I in heaven? I thought to myself. I heard someone yelling "She woke up! She woke up!" I could hear footsteps rushing towards me. I couldn't open my eyes. I heard a loud, continuous beep. I was terrified. I wanted to scream and cry but nothing would come out! For the third time everything went black.
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Sorry for the short post but I promise that chapter six would be longer.
Dear Diary - Part 5
Dear Diary,
I woke up today to the sound of my BlackBerry buzzing. It was a bbm from Shamooh saying sorry she couldn't hang out yesterday. I told her that it was fine and I had fun spending the day with my brothers. Maryam told me that she arrived to the City of Love. I told her to not forget to get me something (as a joke) :P I checked the time and it was 10:30am. Perfect! I have enough time to get ready, eat breakfast and go to my grandfather's house.
I did my morning routine and changed into this:
I woke up today to the sound of my BlackBerry buzzing. It was a bbm from Shamooh saying sorry she couldn't hang out yesterday. I told her that it was fine and I had fun spending the day with my brothers. Maryam told me that she arrived to the City of Love. I told her to not forget to get me something (as a joke) :P I checked the time and it was 10:30am. Perfect! I have enough time to get ready, eat breakfast and go to my grandfather's house.
I did my morning routine and changed into this:
I did my hair into a messy bun and added nude lipstick and winged eyeliner. I went downstairs to have breakfast.. Omelet and Orange Juice. Yum! Fahood came and joined me after a few minutes and we talked a bit about random things. I asked when we will go to Yadee M7md's house w he said we'll go after half an hour lnna my uncles want to go to 9alat el Jm3a wya b3a'6.
After breakfast I went with Fahood to bait Yadee w salamna 3l Ahal .. I sat with my cousin Hind and we were talking about some Tv show she's watching. By the time the rest of my brothers and mom came it was Almost wagt el 9alah so my brothers rushed to the Mseed. I sat with my aunts a bit w we were talking shwy.
5alo Fa6ma (Hind's Mom) : Mashallah 3laich Shamasii m7lawaa ;)
Me: Hehehe :$ 6al3a 3a 5alty ;)
5alo Fa6ma: :$ Fdaaittiichh 7beebtyy :*
5alo 7amda (7mood/M7md's Mom) : Haa Shamoos mta nawya titzawijain?
Me: :O 5alo b3dny 9'3eirah w makamalt drasty!!
5alo 7amda: Sho 9'3eirah? Inti f sin el zwaj! Sho rayich f 7mood wildy?
Me: 5alo! M7md bnisbat u5ooy!!
5alo 7amda: Yallah 3laich w 3la 3nadich! Mithil Umich!!
When I was a child we used to play wedding w house and 7mood would always act like my husband.. So evidently my Aunts and Mom would say that when we grow up, we are going to get married. Yes I used to have a crush on 7mood when I was like 8 but not anymore.. I highly doubt he see's me as anything other than a sister. Besides, 7mood is 26 and I'm 20. I know that 6 years is 3ady bs i don't know i would rather a smaller age difference even though age is just a number.
After 30mins the men came back from the Mseed and sat down with us. In my family it's okay for the men to sit with the women because we're all family. Usually the man would sit next to his wife and it is soo cute! But today my uncles sat on one side and my aunts on the other. My cousins and brothers also sat on one side. They were talking about eveeryyythhhinnggg! From football to politics to fashion to business to weddings. I got bored and so I went out to the beach to walk. My grandfather lives in The Palm Jumeirah aka Na5la. He bought 4 big house and connected them together so he would have privacy. He took the last few houses because they have a bigger shore and no one lives next to him. I was walking toward the area that has houses and I see a few guys playing beach volleyball and a few in the water in their jet ski's. I assumed that they were English because we have a lot of English neighbors. I put my earphones in my ear, Fancy by Iggy is playing and I start dancing along with the music whilst singing. As I'm walking I think I hit a hard wall. I almost fell over when I felt a pair of hands steadying me. "Careful there you almost fell!" Said the guy. I looked up and I didn't believe my eyes. "3bdullah!!??" I said. "Shamsa?!?!" He replied. "What are you doing here?!" We both said "Me? What about you!?" I asked. "I'm here in my cousins Shalaih what about you?" He replied. "I'm here in my grandfathers house :|" A guy came smiling devilishly and said "3bood it3arifha? 3arifna ya5y 3rifna" 3bdulla looked mad. "Inta sho itgool! 3aib 3laik Bu 7maid!" "Hady Hady ya5y! She's all yours ;) " I just stood stood there shocked and confused.
3bdulla apologized for what happened and told me it was nice seeing me again. Once we said our goodbyes I ran back to the house! That was so embarassing! But damn.. 3bdulla has a 6pac :O Aghh can he be any more perfect? I went in the house w my cousins asked me if I want to join them outside to tan and but I said No cuz I'm already tanned :P My brothers said that they wanted to drive the jet ski's and buggies so I said I will join them. Since I always come to bait yadee I have clothes. I changed into this with shorts.
I got into my jet ski and sped far into the sea. My cousin told me to stop because I was going too far and that he wanted to race me and of course I couldn't say no to a challenge :P I was going so fast that my jet ski kept bouncing of the water but the adrenaline rush I had made me want to do more tricks and go faster! I could hear my cousins screaming in the background but I couldn't make out what they were saying and I continued speeding a lot that I didn't notice how far I was into the sea! The houses looked like tiny dots! I continued driving my jet ski when a huge wave was heading my way.. I didn't really think it was a big deal and so I continued driving when suddenly...........................................................................................
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Cliff Hanger ;) Gonna post the next part of part 5 soon :P
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Dear Diary - Part 4
Dear Diary,
When I looked back it was.................
3bdulla :S
Me: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! YOU SCARED THE SH*T OUT OF ME!!
3bdulla: Sorry .. We were all looking for you! Sho itsaween filail bara3 3l ba7ar broo7ich?!
Me: I lost track of time..
3bdulla: Leish ma5abarty 7ad inich7 biti6l3ein bara3?!
Me: Who do you think you are talking to me like that?! Inta mb u5ooy wla ubooy!
3bdulla: Asif bs we were all worried sick about you!
Me: Why would you worry? You don't even know me!
3bdulla: Because I do.
Me: That's not a valid reason :|
3bdulla: Well I don't care. Yalla t3aly wyay bwa9ilch 3nd baitkum
Me: Well what if I don't want to?
3bdulla: Is that a challenge? :D
Me: Maybe it is. Maybe it isn't.
3bdulla: Okay then..
Abdulla picked me up and threw me across his shoulder
Me: AAAAAYYYYY YAA 7YWAANN NAZILNYY!!!
3bdulla: Ana 7ywan? Ma3aleih Shamoos .. Ma3alaih
Thank god it was dark or else he would've seen me blush:$ Did he just call me Shamoos? Ughh Snap Out Of it Shamsa! Abdulla threatened to throw me on the sand!
Me: Laa Laa 5alaa9 Asfa Asfaa !! I take it back!
3bdulla: 3baly B3ad *smirks*
After what seemed like an eternity, we reached home and 3bdulla let me down and told me to walk inside.
I got in the house and everybody was yelling at me :S
Me: Balakum into kilkum it9ar5oon?! *my eyes started tearing up*
Mom: SHAMSAA :'( Don't ever scare me like that again!
Me: I'm sorry Mama! I went to walk by the beach and I lost track of time..
Now I started crying..
Mom: Shamsa!! Leish it9ei7een?!
Me: I don't know..!
Mom: Ma3alaih bnayaty .. Yalla Al7mdilla 3bdulla 7a9alch w you're safe.
After a while 3bdulla left and my brothers said they wanted to talk to me.
7mdan: Shamsa t3aly hni nba nramisch
I was slightly afraid but I went to them.
Me: N3am 7mood?
7mdan: Shmais why were you out alone at night?
Me: I wanted a bit of fresh air..?
7mdan: A bit of fresh air for 4 hours? *raises his eyebrow*
Me: Umm yeah?
7mdan: Shamsa you know we will always be here for you.. What's wrong? You haven't been acting like yourself since the past few days..
Me: Nothing is wrong..
7mdan seemed unsure of my answer bs mashaha
Me: Yalla ya jama3a ana broo7 bargid al7eenah
"Ti9be7ein 3la 5air" The all replied simultaneously.
I took a quick, warm bath , changed into my Mini Mouse pajama's and went to bed reflecting on what has happened today.
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Sorry for the short post, the next one will be longer :D
I have 2 questions.. What do you think of the story so far AND Do I continue adding images or no?
When I looked back it was.................
3bdulla :S
Me: WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! YOU SCARED THE SH*T OUT OF ME!!
3bdulla: Sorry .. We were all looking for you! Sho itsaween filail bara3 3l ba7ar broo7ich?!
Me: I lost track of time..
3bdulla: Leish ma5abarty 7ad inich7 biti6l3ein bara3?!
Me: Who do you think you are talking to me like that?! Inta mb u5ooy wla ubooy!
3bdulla: Asif bs we were all worried sick about you!
Me: Why would you worry? You don't even know me!
3bdulla: Because I do.
Me: That's not a valid reason :|
3bdulla: Well I don't care. Yalla t3aly wyay bwa9ilch 3nd baitkum
Me: Well what if I don't want to?
3bdulla: Is that a challenge? :D
Me: Maybe it is. Maybe it isn't.
3bdulla: Okay then..
Abdulla picked me up and threw me across his shoulder
Me: AAAAAYYYYY YAA 7YWAANN NAZILNYY!!!
3bdulla: Ana 7ywan? Ma3aleih Shamoos .. Ma3alaih
Thank god it was dark or else he would've seen me blush:$ Did he just call me Shamoos? Ughh Snap Out Of it Shamsa! Abdulla threatened to throw me on the sand!
Me: Laa Laa 5alaa9 Asfa Asfaa !! I take it back!
3bdulla: 3baly B3ad *smirks*
After what seemed like an eternity, we reached home and 3bdulla let me down and told me to walk inside.
I got in the house and everybody was yelling at me :S
Me: Balakum into kilkum it9ar5oon?! *my eyes started tearing up*
Mom: SHAMSAA :'( Don't ever scare me like that again!
Me: I'm sorry Mama! I went to walk by the beach and I lost track of time..
Now I started crying..
Mom: Shamsa!! Leish it9ei7een?!
Me: I don't know..!
Mom: Ma3alaih bnayaty .. Yalla Al7mdilla 3bdulla 7a9alch w you're safe.
After a while 3bdulla left and my brothers said they wanted to talk to me.
7mdan: Shamsa t3aly hni nba nramisch
I was slightly afraid but I went to them.
Me: N3am 7mood?
7mdan: Shmais why were you out alone at night?
Me: I wanted a bit of fresh air..?
7mdan: A bit of fresh air for 4 hours? *raises his eyebrow*
Me: Umm yeah?
7mdan: Shamsa you know we will always be here for you.. What's wrong? You haven't been acting like yourself since the past few days..
Me: Nothing is wrong..
7mdan seemed unsure of my answer bs mashaha
Me: Yalla ya jama3a ana broo7 bargid al7eenah
"Ti9be7ein 3la 5air" The all replied simultaneously.
I took a quick, warm bath , changed into my Mini Mouse pajama's and went to bed reflecting on what has happened today.
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Sorry for the short post, the next one will be longer :D
I have 2 questions.. What do you think of the story so far AND Do I continue adding images or no?
Saturday, 19 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 3B
Dear Diary,
Where was I? Oh ya .. When I looked up it was ....
7MOOODD!!!!! M7md is my cousin who lived in London because he studies there. I didn't see him in years! M7md and I used to be best friends when we were kids. We used to do everything together, we were inseparable. Whenever we played games we would always be partners, he was my partner in crime =)) I remember this one time, we sneaked into the kitchen late at night and stole a box of chocolates and cookies :') Then when we grew up into our teens he we went our separate ways.. Only seeing each other sometimes during the Friday family yam3ah. Soon after that he went to study in a college in London and I didn't see him since!
Me: 7MOOOODDIIIII!!!!!!
M7md: SHAAMOOOSSSTTTIIIII!!!!!!!
Me: 7moood when did youu come backk?!
M7md: Hmm 2 days ago
Me: W laishh mat5abernii!!?? I miss youuu!!
M7md: Sorry I've been busyy.. Miss youu too 7beebtyy <3
Me and 7mood talked for a bit, catching up on everything that happened in the past few years. M7md salam 3la my brothers w left because he had to go to some meelas 3nd his friends.
It was soon time for lunch, my mom and brothers already started because I was talking to Maryoom and Shammooh. We talked for 10 minutes only because Maryooom had to go since her flight was about to board.
I entered the dining room to find my brother 7mdan sitting next to .........................................
3BDULLAH! Yes 3bdulla. Shit I forgot that he said that his friend is coming over for lunch.. But I didn't know it was 3bdulla as in My 3bdulla. Wait what? He isn't My 3bdulla! What am I saying :s I quickly realized that I was in a slightly revealing dress and so I quickly ran upstairs and got a sweater then went down to have lunch. Lunch was a bit awkward but it wasn't so bad. Me and 3bdulla made quick chat, he asked about college and gave me advice on some of the teachers (since he is in the same college as me)
When lunch was done my mother asked me why I ran upstairs and I explained to her that my dress was a bit revealing and so I wanted to cover up a bit even though I'm not mit7ajba .. I wear an open 3baya when I go out just for the sake of people not gossiping. Gosh I don't understand why people do that! Y3ny it's my life can't they mind their own business? The only reason why I actually bother wearing a 3ba isn't because of my fathers reputation, I couldn't care less about him, but it's about my mother. She always advised me to wear a 3ba because of the 5rfan in this country and because it's respectable to the Islamic culture. I'm planning to wear Sheilah when I feel that it's the right time. I honestly hate it when people just wear a Sheilah for their Sm3ah and not because of Allah. In my opinion it only counts when you wear it 7g rabkum w mb 7g sm3atkum. Anyways I'm going off topic..!
At around 4pm my brothers told me if I want to go out for icecream (their treat) and of course since it is food and ICECREAM I couldn't say no :$ I went in 5looofs Ferrari Enzo with Fahood while 7mdan, Saif and 3bdulla went in 7mdan's Mercades AMG G-65. I was still surprised that they allowed me to go with them while 3bdulla was there.. Usually they wouldn't allow me to even speak or even be in the same room as their friends.. Elmuhum we went to Baskin Robbins and I told the man I want a tub of Chocolate icecream for Mamatii w A large cone of pralines and cream. When I said that I wanted A large cone 3bdullah laughed and said "Inti ta54ein large?! Keif bitigdireen it5al9eena?! :O" Then Saifo joked and said "3baido inta mat3arfha takil 7g 3aylah 6 ash5a9 =))" I replied by saying "Ha-Ha-Ha -_- Very funny Saifo" Then 5loof defended me by saying "Sho feeha inzain 5lha takil kithir ma tba bel3afya 3laihaa :*" I hugged 5loof and said "Heih sho feeha? Abaa akil keiifffiiii" Then I stuck my tongue out :P I heard 3bdulla laugh and I blushed furiously. I forgot that he was even here! I immediately shot him a glare to not make anything suspicious.
When we came back home I gave my mom her icecream and went to sit by the beach alone. I kept on thinking about my life and how messed up it is .. Growing up without a dad did have some effects on me but I was glad I had my brothers and mom because without them and their support I honestly don't know how I would've survived. Diary let me tell you something about myself, I am not one of the daloo3a girls who are spoiled to death and only care about their appearance and guys. No. I am an independent women, I always worked hard in school in order to make my mother proud. I don't depend on the maids on everything, I like to help out sometime you know what I mean? Also, I don't see myself as better than anyone else, I like to treat everyone with respect. In addition to that, I like to see the best in everyone no matter what I heard about them. So far you might think that I am optimistic and such but you don't know me. You don't know what I did, what I've been through. I am disgusted in myself. I am disgusted in what made me the way I am today. But.. But I don't regret who I am today. Yes I am stronger but I have my weak points. Overtime my dear diary, overtime you will discover the real me, but for now, you will go through my everyday life and will be a part of me. I will tell you things I haven't ever told anyone. Not even the girls. You know .. I don't usually share personal matters with anyone .. I'm a secretive person. Soon, you will know about what made me .. Me.
I was thinking for so long I didn't even notice that the sun has already set and it was dark.. Very dark. I decided to have a quick walk by the beach before I go back to the house. As I was walking I heard someone walking fast behind me.. I started getting scared so I picked up the pace.. I was practically running.. "STOPP! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?! STOP RUNNING!! I WONT HURT YOU!!" I heard the man that was chasing me say. I looked back and it was .....................................................................................................................
Where was I? Oh ya .. When I looked up it was ....
7MOOODD!!!!! M7md is my cousin who lived in London because he studies there. I didn't see him in years! M7md and I used to be best friends when we were kids. We used to do everything together, we were inseparable. Whenever we played games we would always be partners, he was my partner in crime =)) I remember this one time, we sneaked into the kitchen late at night and stole a box of chocolates and cookies :') Then when we grew up into our teens he we went our separate ways.. Only seeing each other sometimes during the Friday family yam3ah. Soon after that he went to study in a college in London and I didn't see him since!
Me: 7MOOOODDIIIII!!!!!!
M7md: SHAAMOOOSSSTTTIIIII!!!!!!!
Me: 7moood when did youu come backk?!
M7md: Hmm 2 days ago
Me: W laishh mat5abernii!!?? I miss youuu!!
M7md: Sorry I've been busyy.. Miss youu too 7beebtyy <3
Me and 7mood talked for a bit, catching up on everything that happened in the past few years. M7md salam 3la my brothers w left because he had to go to some meelas 3nd his friends.
It was soon time for lunch, my mom and brothers already started because I was talking to Maryoom and Shammooh. We talked for 10 minutes only because Maryooom had to go since her flight was about to board.
I entered the dining room to find my brother 7mdan sitting next to .........................................
3BDULLAH! Yes 3bdulla. Shit I forgot that he said that his friend is coming over for lunch.. But I didn't know it was 3bdulla as in My 3bdulla. Wait what? He isn't My 3bdulla! What am I saying :s I quickly realized that I was in a slightly revealing dress and so I quickly ran upstairs and got a sweater then went down to have lunch. Lunch was a bit awkward but it wasn't so bad. Me and 3bdulla made quick chat, he asked about college and gave me advice on some of the teachers (since he is in the same college as me)
When lunch was done my mother asked me why I ran upstairs and I explained to her that my dress was a bit revealing and so I wanted to cover up a bit even though I'm not mit7ajba .. I wear an open 3baya when I go out just for the sake of people not gossiping. Gosh I don't understand why people do that! Y3ny it's my life can't they mind their own business? The only reason why I actually bother wearing a 3ba isn't because of my fathers reputation, I couldn't care less about him, but it's about my mother. She always advised me to wear a 3ba because of the 5rfan in this country and because it's respectable to the Islamic culture. I'm planning to wear Sheilah when I feel that it's the right time. I honestly hate it when people just wear a Sheilah for their Sm3ah and not because of Allah. In my opinion it only counts when you wear it 7g rabkum w mb 7g sm3atkum. Anyways I'm going off topic..!
At around 4pm my brothers told me if I want to go out for icecream (their treat) and of course since it is food and ICECREAM I couldn't say no :$ I went in 5looofs Ferrari Enzo with Fahood while 7mdan, Saif and 3bdulla went in 7mdan's Mercades AMG G-65. I was still surprised that they allowed me to go with them while 3bdulla was there.. Usually they wouldn't allow me to even speak or even be in the same room as their friends.. Elmuhum we went to Baskin Robbins and I told the man I want a tub of Chocolate icecream for Mamatii w A large cone of pralines and cream. When I said that I wanted A large cone 3bdullah laughed and said "Inti ta54ein large?! Keif bitigdireen it5al9eena?! :O" Then Saifo joked and said "3baido inta mat3arfha takil 7g 3aylah 6 ash5a9 =))" I replied by saying "Ha-Ha-Ha -_- Very funny Saifo" Then 5loof defended me by saying "Sho feeha inzain 5lha takil kithir ma tba bel3afya 3laihaa :*" I hugged 5loof and said "Heih sho feeha? Abaa akil keiifffiiii" Then I stuck my tongue out :P I heard 3bdulla laugh and I blushed furiously. I forgot that he was even here! I immediately shot him a glare to not make anything suspicious.
When we came back home I gave my mom her icecream and went to sit by the beach alone. I kept on thinking about my life and how messed up it is .. Growing up without a dad did have some effects on me but I was glad I had my brothers and mom because without them and their support I honestly don't know how I would've survived. Diary let me tell you something about myself, I am not one of the daloo3a girls who are spoiled to death and only care about their appearance and guys. No. I am an independent women, I always worked hard in school in order to make my mother proud. I don't depend on the maids on everything, I like to help out sometime you know what I mean? Also, I don't see myself as better than anyone else, I like to treat everyone with respect. In addition to that, I like to see the best in everyone no matter what I heard about them. So far you might think that I am optimistic and such but you don't know me. You don't know what I did, what I've been through. I am disgusted in myself. I am disgusted in what made me the way I am today. But.. But I don't regret who I am today. Yes I am stronger but I have my weak points. Overtime my dear diary, overtime you will discover the real me, but for now, you will go through my everyday life and will be a part of me. I will tell you things I haven't ever told anyone. Not even the girls. You know .. I don't usually share personal matters with anyone .. I'm a secretive person. Soon, you will know about what made me .. Me.
I was thinking for so long I didn't even notice that the sun has already set and it was dark.. Very dark. I decided to have a quick walk by the beach before I go back to the house. As I was walking I heard someone walking fast behind me.. I started getting scared so I picked up the pace.. I was practically running.. "STOPP! WHERE ARE YOU GOING?! STOP RUNNING!! I WONT HURT YOU!!" I heard the man that was chasing me say. I looked back and it was .....................................................................................................................
Dear Diary - Part 3
Dear Diary,
IT'S THURSDAY BAYBEH :D
I usually spend my Thursday's with my friends but Shamma has to go to her cousins wedding and Maryam is packing for her trip to Paris which is tomorrow. It was still early and so no one is awake at home except the maids. I did my morning routine and decided to go jogging on our private beach. I changed into yoga pants and a tank-top and headed to the beach. It was slightly cold but I loved the feeling of the wind hitting my skin and my hair flowing in the air. I'm usually not a morning person but today I just felt energetic, probably because of the 11 hour sleep I had :P As I was jogging I started thinking of 3bdulla again .. Ughh why doesn't that guy ever leave my head! I repeated to my self in my head "I will not do this again. I am stronger than this." I was so focused on saying those words that I didn't notice the rock on the sand and tripped over =))
After my morning workout I went inside, took a shower, changed into this summer dress:
IT'S THURSDAY BAYBEH :D
I usually spend my Thursday's with my friends but Shamma has to go to her cousins wedding and Maryam is packing for her trip to Paris which is tomorrow. It was still early and so no one is awake at home except the maids. I did my morning routine and decided to go jogging on our private beach. I changed into yoga pants and a tank-top and headed to the beach. It was slightly cold but I loved the feeling of the wind hitting my skin and my hair flowing in the air. I'm usually not a morning person but today I just felt energetic, probably because of the 11 hour sleep I had :P As I was jogging I started thinking of 3bdulla again .. Ughh why doesn't that guy ever leave my head! I repeated to my self in my head "I will not do this again. I am stronger than this." I was so focused on saying those words that I didn't notice the rock on the sand and tripped over =))
After my morning workout I went inside, took a shower, changed into this summer dress:
By the time I went downstairs it was already 12:30pm. I was chilling the Meelas bored out of my mind when I see a guy who's silhouette looked like Saifs, coming into the Meelas, I ran to him and hugged him wanting to apologize for my attitude yesterday and when I looked up it was ...............................
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Cliff Hanger? I'm Evil :P
Who do you think it is?
Image from: http://www.net-a-porter.com/
*I got the idea from Mer (The writer of From Dubai with Love xo)
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