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Wednesday, 12 November 2014
Saturday, 20 September 2014
Forever? Chapter 6
I am SO SO sorry for not updating soon but summer is overr now and I have been caught up with school..
Here is a loonngg postt to make up for it.
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Previously:
"3bdulla.. I don't want you to feel sorry for me.. The only reason as to why I told you is because I wanted you to understand why I hate him so much.. Please book us the earliest flight to Kuwait"
I was still stunned .. "Enshallah" Was all I could reply..
Early morning the next day we went to Kuwait.
Abdulla's POV:
Here is a loonngg postt to make up for it.
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Previously:
"3bdulla.. I don't want you to feel sorry for me.. The only reason as to why I told you is because I wanted you to understand why I hate him so much.. Please book us the earliest flight to Kuwait"
I was still stunned .. "Enshallah" Was all I could reply..
Early morning the next day we went to Kuwait.
Abdulla's POV:
We arrived to Kuwait early afternoon and booked us a honeymoon suite at Sheraton Hotel. Things were kind of awkward between me and Shamsa at first after she told me what happened with that f***er but after the plane ride everything was back to normal. I am infuriated but more than that I feel guilt, sorrow and hurt. I still can't get over the fact that her Dad, her own blood, raped her and beat her.. Ooh if I ever see him again I will murder him with my bare hands.
*poke poke* "7beeby ana t3bana bargid shwy 3gub gawimny at around 6?" My angel said
Me: "Okay 7yaty.. Noum el 3wafii :* Ana baroo7 batlagah wya 7ad min el rabi3 hni w 3a sit ela rbi3 barid"
S in a failed attempt at a British accent: Okay ma' darling:*
I laughed at how funny she sounded. "Goodbye ma' dearie" I said in a perfect british accent
S: Tit'6a7ak 3alay haa? Ma3alaih 3bady btchoof
I faked a scared look: Mamaa! 5ala9 5ala9 anaa raye7!!
I ran out of the suite and heard her laughing in the background and closed the lights.
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"Halla wallah halla bu Jassim" Said my friend, A7mad
Me: "Ahlainn Bu Suhail .. Sh7alikk ya5yy minziman 3ank!"
A: B5airr ws'halah.. Heihh wallah tdryy sh'3il w 3gub wafat el waled Allah yr7amah wayed inshi'3alt wya el sharikah
Me: Allah yr7amah w yi'3firlah .. Haa shaklik shayabtt achoof sh3rr abya'6 6al3inlkk? I teased
A: Laa yubaa anaa ba3adnyy shab 9'3eirr w a9lan tchoof hal wayh?
Me: Heih achoofa w mlaw3ily chabdi =))7
A: Kil tbn yaa 7ywaann .. A9lan inta bs yalis tgool chii lanik t'3ar min my sexiness He smirked
Me: Agoolk chub m9adig 3mrikk wayedd =))
A: Ooohhh heihh nsaiitt sma3tt inikk mitzawij al7eeenhh haa? Sh7aall el 3roos? Allah y3eenha wyakk
I smacked his head playfully: Ya thore!!
A: Thore wla Hulk? Waaaaakkk =))
Me: Yal sa5aafaaaa
A7mdd and I used to be really close friends but after his dad died Allah yr7ama engi6a3 min el jmeee3 .. You see a7md is an only child and has always looked up to his father as his role model .. His dad was a smoker and well he died from lung cancer. BuS'hail is still the same guy he was a year ago .. Making jokes and goofing around.. Mskeen he's a great guy andd damah 5feef
At around 5:30 I said goodbye to him and went to my baby.
Shamsa's POV:
Where am I? Everything here was black.. Pitch black.
"HELLOO!! ANYBODYY HEREE??" I yell out, hearing my voice echo in the darkness.
"Shamsa" I hear a soft whisper.
"Come here" It says again.. Hmm this reminds me of Bambi..
"COME HERE" A much rougher voice screams. I feel myself being pushed to the floor. I try to run but I can't.. Something is stopping me .. Or is it someone?
"You didn't think you'd get away that easily now did you?"
My eyes widen, fear shoots through me. No.. he's not here.. He can't be!
"I'm right here baby girl.. In the flesh.. And I'm coming for you.."
"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU B***ARD!!" I start to scream. Tears falling down my eyes. I start to feel hands touching me.. His hands.
"STOP! DONT TOUCH ME! LET ME GO!!"
Memories flash through my eyes.
Me in the corner of my room crying.. And that monster banging on my door.. Slurring threats and fantasies.
"You B**ch open the door and let me in you!"
"N0-no..Go a-away!"
"Wrong answer sl*t" He says and breaks the door.
Then it flashes to a 15 year old me.. I was in Italy with my mom.. I was having dinner alone at a restaurant by the water fountains while my mom was resting at the hotel.. I was walking back to the hotel alone when I saw him.. He gave me that evil smile that sent shivers down my spine.. He started coming closer to me.. And that smell.. Oh that disgusting smell of alcohol.. I knew he was drunk..He pushed me to a brick wall in a secluded area.. I felt his hands roaming my body.. I tried to scream but I felt paralyzed.. Nothing would escape my lips.. I tried to move but it felt like as if my body turned to stone.. His hands.. I felt so dirty. He starts to wickedly laugh..
"We're going to have fun tonight aren't we baby girl?"
"Noo .. P-pleasee" I gained my voice back.
"Tst tsk .. Daddy wants to have some fun"
I start to sob uncontrollably. I feel so so dirty.
"Please stop.. PLEA-" Slap.. He slapped me.
"Shush now you wh*re"
I can feel his hands all over me.
"SHAMSA!! NSHI SHAMSA NSHI!!"
"SHAMSA!! You're okayy!!"
"Shamsaa balachh?!"
It started shaking me. I can feel its hands on me.
"LET ME GO!!" I started pounding on the persons chest.
"Shamsa 6al3eenii! Choofeenii! Ana Zoujich!!"
I stop pounding and look up.
"3bdulla?" I ask?
"3yoon 3bdulla" He sighs in relief.
"W-what happened?"
"You started to scream and cry.. Thinking someone was hurting you.. And .. And you freaked out even more when I shook you trying to wake you up.."
"He was here.." I whisper
"Who? Who was here?!"
"Baba.." My voice barely audible.
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Where am I? Everything here was black.. Pitch black.
"HELLOO!! ANYBODYY HEREE??" I yell out, hearing my voice echo in the darkness.
"Shamsa" I hear a soft whisper.
"Come here" It says again.. Hmm this reminds me of Bambi..
"COME HERE" A much rougher voice screams. I feel myself being pushed to the floor. I try to run but I can't.. Something is stopping me .. Or is it someone?
"You didn't think you'd get away that easily now did you?"
My eyes widen, fear shoots through me. No.. he's not here.. He can't be!
"I'm right here baby girl.. In the flesh.. And I'm coming for you.."
"NO! GET AWAY FROM ME YOU B***ARD!!" I start to scream. Tears falling down my eyes. I start to feel hands touching me.. His hands.
"STOP! DONT TOUCH ME! LET ME GO!!"
Memories flash through my eyes.
Me in the corner of my room crying.. And that monster banging on my door.. Slurring threats and fantasies.
"You B**ch open the door and let me in you!"
"N0-no..Go a-away!"
"Wrong answer sl*t" He says and breaks the door.
Then it flashes to a 15 year old me.. I was in Italy with my mom.. I was having dinner alone at a restaurant by the water fountains while my mom was resting at the hotel.. I was walking back to the hotel alone when I saw him.. He gave me that evil smile that sent shivers down my spine.. He started coming closer to me.. And that smell.. Oh that disgusting smell of alcohol.. I knew he was drunk..He pushed me to a brick wall in a secluded area.. I felt his hands roaming my body.. I tried to scream but I felt paralyzed.. Nothing would escape my lips.. I tried to move but it felt like as if my body turned to stone.. His hands.. I felt so dirty. He starts to wickedly laugh..
"We're going to have fun tonight aren't we baby girl?"
"Noo .. P-pleasee" I gained my voice back.
"Tst tsk .. Daddy wants to have some fun"
I start to sob uncontrollably. I feel so so dirty.
"Please stop.. PLEA-" Slap.. He slapped me.
"Shush now you wh*re"
I can feel his hands all over me.
"SHAMSA!! NSHI SHAMSA NSHI!!"
"SHAMSA!! You're okayy!!"
"Shamsaa balachh?!"
It started shaking me. I can feel its hands on me.
"LET ME GO!!" I started pounding on the persons chest.
"Shamsa 6al3eenii! Choofeenii! Ana Zoujich!!"
I stop pounding and look up.
"3bdulla?" I ask?
"3yoon 3bdulla" He sighs in relief.
"W-what happened?"
"You started to scream and cry.. Thinking someone was hurting you.. And .. And you freaked out even more when I shook you trying to wake you up.."
"He was here.." I whisper
"Who? Who was here?!"
"Baba.." My voice barely audible.
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Friday, 29 August 2014
Forever? Chapter 5
I know I have been a bad blogger bs I have been really busy and I still am bs I am making sure I take time to write this post :')
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*Previously*
Maryam's POV:
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After a rough half an hour, I convinced Maryam that she looked amazing and to swim with me. I told her I am not taking no for an answer. I also threatened to throw her in the water. Muwahahahaha.
We swam for the rest of the day.. Watched the sun set together.. Then finally slept together <3
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I have never kissed or even hugged a guy who wasn't part of my family.. But I have to admit yesterday was amazing:$ ;) I woke up with a slightly achy body and so I was treated with a very relaxing massage from my hubby<3
I decided to tan.. I needed help applying my tanning oil and of course Saloom was more than happy to help =))
I stayed under the sun for a good 2 hours while Saloom was jetskiing and swimming. After tanning I was really in the mood to join him bs he didn't allow me to ride my own jet.
"Nzain leeiisshh magdar asoogah broo7y?!" I complained
"3ashan a5af 3laich" He replied dryly
"Ana kbeerah w agdar asoogah broo7y! Kint asoog wya my cousins f Na5laa!"
"Ana mayhemni ma3a mno rkabty bs inti mabitarkibeen broo7ich!"
"Uffff so mean!" I crossed my hands and rolled my eyes.
Salem chuckled.
"Sho y'6aik ballah 3laik!?"
"Intii" My eyes widened. "Wayed katkootah youm t3a9been w when you pout your lips like that I feel like biting you" He wiggles his eyebrows.
I gasped! "Yaa 8aleeel el 2adab esti7y 3a wayhik matigdar tgoolii chii" I was blushing whilst yelling at him.
"Nzainn sho feeha? 7rmaty w 7allyy" He stepped closer to me and wrapped his arms around my waist.
I was positive that i looked like a tomato at that moment.
He lifted my chin so his lips meets mine.. And we kissed :$
He was slightly breathless "Ta3aly binirkab el jet skii's"
My face brightened "I can drivee itt myself?!"
He laughed at me "Haihh tgdireen :*"
I looked like a child in a candy shop =))
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Salem's POV:
I helped Maryoomah onto her jet ski then hopped on mine.
At first I didn't allow her to go fast but once she got the hang of it I let her drive freely. We racing with each other then we were just drivng to wherever. Maryam started driving soo fast.
"MARYOOM 5AFIFI EL SR3AH BITINJALBAIN!!" I had to scream to be heard because she was far away and the sound of the jet ski.
"3ADYY LAT7ATEE WHAT'S THE WORSE THAT CAN HAPPEN?!"
Within a few seconds I caught up to her.. "Maryoom tra i4a bitsoogeen b hal sir3ah maba5aleech tsoogeen bro7ich barakibch wyay"
"Noo mabaa I wanna havee funn!"
"Yawailichh! W don't say I didn't warn youu!!" I threatened
Despite my threats Maryam didn't listen to me and just continued speeding!
"AAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!" I hear her scream.. I speed toward her but too late! She flew off her jetski and into the sea.
"Are you okay?! I told you not to go so fast but ha rasich el yabis mayisma3 el kalam!"
In responce I hear her laughing :|
"BismAllah balach leish ti'97ikeen?" I asked.
"That was SO COOL!!" She exclaimed.
"Zain inich istanasty bs are you okay?!" I asked again.
"Yeah yeah I'm fine yal 5awaf"
I got off of my jet ski and into the sea with her "Sho gelty?"
She looked surprised "Umm walashay"
"La la gelty shay .. 3eedy 3eedy masima3t"
"Umm gelt inik 5awaf" She looked down .. I think she was scared!
"Ana 5awaf haa?" I carried her onto my shoulder and threatened to throw her.
"LAAA LAAA SALOOM PLEASSEE!!"
I let go of her for a second to hear her screaming in defeat but I immediately caught her.
"Haa w itgooleen ana el 5awaf yal babiyah?" I teased.
"Ana mb babiyah!" She shrieked.
I put her down but I didn't let go of her.
"Intii my baby" I smirked.
She looked down, which is something she does when she's shy.
"Fdaaitt ellay yisti7oon" I said softly
I tilted her head up and kissed her.. She gasped because she wasn't expecting a kiss which gave my tongue an entrance to explore her mouth.. We kissed and when we parted to breathe some we went onto the jetskii's and drove to out hut. You can guess what happened afterwards ;)
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Wednesday, 13 August 2014
Forever? Chapter 4
**READ TILL THE END FOR AN IMPORTANT NOTICE**
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Shamma's POV:
We arrived in London safely Al7mdillah. We exited the airport and as we were leaving we heard a guy screaming my name loudly. I looked back and saw Mayed. "MAAAYYYOOOOODDDD" We ran towards each other and hugged. Bil9ara7a we looked like we were in some cheesy romantic movie but instead of running to my husband I am running to.. SHIT!! My husband!! M7md will kill me!
M7md was walking furiously to where me and Mayood were.
"Shamma mno ha?! W laish yalsa tilwein 3alaih?!"
Shit he is infuriated.
"Ana Mayed" He replied
"Mayhimni sho esmik bs aba a3arf inta mno 3shan tiliwi 3la murty?!"
"7mood hed a39abik" I said in a shakey voice
"La mabahid a39aby lain ma a3arf mno ha!" He snapped.
"It'3ar?" I smirked
He seemed to be caught ofhuard "Haa? Umm la" He slightly blushed and I wiggles my eyebrows.
Akeed a'3ar 3laich inti zoujty! Maba ay rayal eychoofich! Abach lee ana w bss" Now it is my turn to blush:$
"E7em" Mayed cleared his throat. "Sorry to ruin your moment but it's getting kinda awkward for me to watch you guys.." I could have sworn I saw Mayood's cheeks turn baby pink for a second
M7md's POV:
"Mumkin a3arf mno enta?" I asked. I started to get slightly annoyed.
"Ana u5ooha" He replied
"Lw inta u5ooha leish machiftik fil 3rs? W ana a4kir ina Shamma ma3andha u5o"
"Mayed is my half brother, his mom is Kuwaiti. He lived in Kuwait for his whole life bs now he lives in Canada cuz of Uni. Mayood is also 2 years older than me" Shamma stated
"Then how come I never heard of him and didn't see him at our engagement?" I raised my brow
We arrived in London safely Al7mdillah. We exited the airport and as we were leaving we heard a guy screaming my name loudly. I looked back and saw Mayed. "MAAAYYYOOOOODDDD" We ran towards each other and hugged. Bil9ara7a we looked like we were in some cheesy romantic movie but instead of running to my husband I am running to.. SHIT!! My husband!! M7md will kill me!
M7md was walking furiously to where me and Mayood were.
"Shamma mno ha?! W laish yalsa tilwein 3alaih?!"
Shit he is infuriated.
"Ana Mayed" He replied
"Mayhimni sho esmik bs aba a3arf inta mno 3shan tiliwi 3la murty?!"
"7mood hed a39abik" I said in a shakey voice
"La mabahid a39aby lain ma a3arf mno ha!" He snapped.
"It'3ar?" I smirked
He seemed to be caught ofhuard "Haa? Umm la" He slightly blushed and I wiggles my eyebrows.
Akeed a'3ar 3laich inti zoujty! Maba ay rayal eychoofich! Abach lee ana w bss" Now it is my turn to blush:$
"E7em" Mayed cleared his throat. "Sorry to ruin your moment but it's getting kinda awkward for me to watch you guys.." I could have sworn I saw Mayood's cheeks turn baby pink for a second
M7md's POV:
"Mumkin a3arf mno enta?" I asked. I started to get slightly annoyed.
"Ana u5ooha" He replied
"Lw inta u5ooha leish machiftik fil 3rs? W ana a4kir ina Shamma ma3andha u5o"
"Mayed is my half brother, his mom is Kuwaiti. He lived in Kuwait for his whole life bs now he lives in Canada cuz of Uni. Mayood is also 2 years older than me" Shamma stated
"Then how come I never heard of him and didn't see him at our engagement?" I raised my brow
"Because I am her half brother.. Our father married my mother before Shammah was born.. I am the only guy in the family w baba wanted someone to take over the family business when he retires w Shammo's mom can't get any more children so that's why he married another women.. Shamma's mom wasn't too fond over the idea and would rather it not be mentioned.. And sorry I missed the wedding I had finals.." Mayed explained
"Ahaa.. But that still doesn't explain what you are doing here" I replied to him
"I'm here on holiday with a couple of friends and I wanted to surprise Shammah.. Her sister told me that she's here.."
After that whole whatever you call it .. Mayed, my wife and I went to the hotel *yes we are staying in the same hotel* He seems like a good guy.. Mashallah 3laih 4aki w yihtam 3 ellay 7awalaih..
An hour or two later we said our goodbyes and I spent the rest of the night with my stunning wife, Shammah <3
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I know I haven't posted in a week bs I wrote this chapter already but i didn't want to post it yet *it was meant to be posted 4 days ago* When I came back to post it.. It wasn't there so I had to re-write the chapter!! And I'm sorry for not posting when I promised bs I'm currently on a vacation with my family.. So I'm quite busy x_x I'll make it up to you I promiss ;*
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Saturday, 9 August 2014
Forever? Chapter 3
**Every chapter will be in the POV of a couple. For example, this chapter will be in Shamsa and Abdulla's POV**
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Shamsa's POV:
Once we landed we collected our luggage and headed to the hotel.
We were in the lobby when I saw him once again. Yes you guessed it, my dad. Out of all the places in the world why is he here, now, in Paris, on my honeymoon?!
Me: "What are you doing here?!"
He looked shocked to see me. "I am here with my wife on a holiday.." His wife had a an evil smile plastered on her cakey face. He looked at 3bdulla with fury then back at me "Mno ha wyach ha?! Ma tisti7een 3la wayhich ti6li3ein wya rayal?!"
3bdulla seemed confused at first but then he joined the puzzle pieces together.. "Lawsama7t arjook lat8il adabk 3al binayah" Abdulla clenched his fist, trying to contain his growing anger.
"W inta mno 3shan itramisny chee?!" My father replied.
"Ana zoujha." 3bdulla claimed, he seemed so proud but I can still see that fury in his eyes.
My father's wife seemed shocked but tried to cover it up.
I squeezed 3bdulla's arm, signaling for him that it is time to leave.
"7bby ignore him, he isn't worth you being upset" 3bdulla said when he saw a tear escape my eye.
I have never been this ashamed in my life. I am ashamed of having a father who would speak to his daughter like that. I am ashamed of having a stepmother who looks as fake as a barbie doll. I am ashamed.
"3bdulla I want to leave. Unless you don't mind me murdering someone, then I suggest we leave this country as soon as possible." I mentioned
"Shamsa 7beebty, you don't have to leave the country just because of him. Besides, we can always book another hotel.."
"No.. I can't stand being in the same country as him"
"Shamsa adry ina what he did was wrong.. Marrying another women and stuff but you have to get over it sometime.. You can't keep on avoiding the subject or running away from it.."
Abdulla still doesn't know what happened that day in P.F Changs.. No one knows except Shamma..
"You don't know what he did! How can you even say that?!" I began to raise my voice "HE RUINED MY LIFE! HE SCARRED ME! HE CAUSED ME PSYCHOLOGICAL DAMAGE! HE DESTROYED MY CHILDHOOD AND MY INNOCENCE"
"What are you talking about?!" He looked shocked and slightly horrified.
Tears started streaming down my face, causing my vision to be blurry.. Abdulla tried to calm me down.. People were staring at us but I didn't care.. I was hurt.. All the horrible memories of the past came back.. Rushing through my mind.. I felt paralyzed.
Abdulla guided me up to our suite.. He carried me to bed and laid down next to me, hugging my tiny body with his big arms. He was asking me about what my father did which was so terrible and slowly I started opening up to him.
I began telling him about what happened in Dubai Mall.
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Abdulla's POV:
"HE DID WHAT?! HAL CHALB!! MA YISTI7I EYMID EEDAH 3A BINAYAH!? BEL4AT BINTAH!!" I yelled
"It's okay.. I am used to it.." She replied
"W-what do you mean you're used to it?" I stuttered
Shamsa looked pained.. "I mean I am used to getting hit.. He used to hit me as a child, he said that it was normal for a parent to beat their child because that is how they become disciplined.. I never told anyone he beat me, not even my mother or brothers.. Once I was old enough to understand what he did to me, I realized that it was abuse, and so I whenever he would try and hit me I would threaten to scream.."
I was stunned.. Nothing could escape my lips..
"When they got a divorce, I had to visit my dad for a week or two every month or two. It was 2 months since I last saw him and so I had to stay in his house for two weeks. Sometimes he would come home very late but that day he came home drunk. And .. And.. He.. He tried to umm.." Shamsa looked like she has just seen a ghost, her face was pale and her eyes were red.. All I could do was hug her.. "He tried to what? Sho 7awal eysawi?" I asked, fearing what her answer might be..
"He tried to r-rape me.. I was only thirteen, I didn't know what to do.. We were alone in the house and his wife was out of the country shopping for her wedding.. He came back home late, his pupils were dilated and his breath wreaked of alcohol and cigarettes.. I was mortified.. He came too close to me and pinned me to the wall, he tried to open my buttons but he couldn't.. I kept on moving and tried to scream but nothing would come out.. Not a single sound.. I kept on trying to fight his hard grip but I couldn't.. He brought his finger up to my lip but I bit him hard and it return he punched and slapped me.. I was in so much pain but I had to escape.. I then remembered seeing Jackie Chan kicking a 7aramy down there in a movie and so with all the strength left in me, I lifted my knee and hit him.. I was screaming in pain and started cussing at me.. As he was on the floor yelping, I took the chance to escape.. I ran to my room and called my cousin M7md who was almost 19 I think. He almost immediately answered, I knew he would be awake and I didn't want to disturb my mother or brothers because they most probably would have been asleep.. He seemed worried and he heard me crying.. I told him to come pick me up from my father's house fast.. He came within almost 5 minutes.. I ran to the back door of the house and into his car.. I was shaking and crying uncontrollably, I explained to him was happened once he saw the bruises on my face.. He was furious and horrified at the same time, he kept insisting to call the police and take me to the hospital but I kept on saying no. He took me to their chalet because I refused to go home.. For the next 2 weeks I stayed in their chalet.. M7md would come to me everyday from the morning and stay till the night and sometimes he would sleep in the chalet. Once the two weeks were over my bruises faded and I went back home.. My father didn't bother calling, apologizing or checking up on me.. From that day onwards I never went back to his house or saw him again.. He fled the country with his wife and thankfully never stepped foot back in the UAE.. That was until the incident in the restaurant.. If .. If it wasn't for M7md, god knows what would have happened.."
I was speechless.. I didn't know what to say or do.. I was shocked.. I was enraged.. I can feel my blood boiling.. Who would do that to their own daughter? Their own flesh and blood.. How dare he?! I started imagining what would have happened if her cousin hadn't saved her.. I didn't notice that a tear fell down.. I looked at Shamsa with pure sympathy.. She too was crying...
"3bdulla.. I don't want you to feel sorry for me.. The only reason as to why I told you is because I wanted you to understand why I hate him so much.. Please book us the earliest flight to Kuwait"
I was still stunned .. "Enshallah" Was all I could reply..
Early morning the next day we went to Kuawait.
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Shamsa's POV:
Once we landed we collected our luggage and headed to the hotel.
We were in the lobby when I saw him once again. Yes you guessed it, my dad. Out of all the places in the world why is he here, now, in Paris, on my honeymoon?!
Me: "What are you doing here?!"
He looked shocked to see me. "I am here with my wife on a holiday.." His wife had a an evil smile plastered on her cakey face. He looked at 3bdulla with fury then back at me "Mno ha wyach ha?! Ma tisti7een 3la wayhich ti6li3ein wya rayal?!"
3bdulla seemed confused at first but then he joined the puzzle pieces together.. "Lawsama7t arjook lat8il adabk 3al binayah" Abdulla clenched his fist, trying to contain his growing anger.
"W inta mno 3shan itramisny chee?!" My father replied.
"Ana zoujha." 3bdulla claimed, he seemed so proud but I can still see that fury in his eyes.
My father's wife seemed shocked but tried to cover it up.
I squeezed 3bdulla's arm, signaling for him that it is time to leave.
"7bby ignore him, he isn't worth you being upset" 3bdulla said when he saw a tear escape my eye.
I have never been this ashamed in my life. I am ashamed of having a father who would speak to his daughter like that. I am ashamed of having a stepmother who looks as fake as a barbie doll. I am ashamed.
"3bdulla I want to leave. Unless you don't mind me murdering someone, then I suggest we leave this country as soon as possible." I mentioned
"Shamsa 7beebty, you don't have to leave the country just because of him. Besides, we can always book another hotel.."
"No.. I can't stand being in the same country as him"
"Shamsa adry ina what he did was wrong.. Marrying another women and stuff but you have to get over it sometime.. You can't keep on avoiding the subject or running away from it.."
Abdulla still doesn't know what happened that day in P.F Changs.. No one knows except Shamma..
"You don't know what he did! How can you even say that?!" I began to raise my voice "HE RUINED MY LIFE! HE SCARRED ME! HE CAUSED ME PSYCHOLOGICAL DAMAGE! HE DESTROYED MY CHILDHOOD AND MY INNOCENCE"
"What are you talking about?!" He looked shocked and slightly horrified.
Tears started streaming down my face, causing my vision to be blurry.. Abdulla tried to calm me down.. People were staring at us but I didn't care.. I was hurt.. All the horrible memories of the past came back.. Rushing through my mind.. I felt paralyzed.
Abdulla guided me up to our suite.. He carried me to bed and laid down next to me, hugging my tiny body with his big arms. He was asking me about what my father did which was so terrible and slowly I started opening up to him.
I began telling him about what happened in Dubai Mall.
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Abdulla's POV:
"HE DID WHAT?! HAL CHALB!! MA YISTI7I EYMID EEDAH 3A BINAYAH!? BEL4AT BINTAH!!" I yelled
"It's okay.. I am used to it.." She replied
"W-what do you mean you're used to it?" I stuttered
Shamsa looked pained.. "I mean I am used to getting hit.. He used to hit me as a child, he said that it was normal for a parent to beat their child because that is how they become disciplined.. I never told anyone he beat me, not even my mother or brothers.. Once I was old enough to understand what he did to me, I realized that it was abuse, and so I whenever he would try and hit me I would threaten to scream.."
I was stunned.. Nothing could escape my lips..
"When they got a divorce, I had to visit my dad for a week or two every month or two. It was 2 months since I last saw him and so I had to stay in his house for two weeks. Sometimes he would come home very late but that day he came home drunk. And .. And.. He.. He tried to umm.." Shamsa looked like she has just seen a ghost, her face was pale and her eyes were red.. All I could do was hug her.. "He tried to what? Sho 7awal eysawi?" I asked, fearing what her answer might be..
"He tried to r-rape me.. I was only thirteen, I didn't know what to do.. We were alone in the house and his wife was out of the country shopping for her wedding.. He came back home late, his pupils were dilated and his breath wreaked of alcohol and cigarettes.. I was mortified.. He came too close to me and pinned me to the wall, he tried to open my buttons but he couldn't.. I kept on moving and tried to scream but nothing would come out.. Not a single sound.. I kept on trying to fight his hard grip but I couldn't.. He brought his finger up to my lip but I bit him hard and it return he punched and slapped me.. I was in so much pain but I had to escape.. I then remembered seeing Jackie Chan kicking a 7aramy down there in a movie and so with all the strength left in me, I lifted my knee and hit him.. I was screaming in pain and started cussing at me.. As he was on the floor yelping, I took the chance to escape.. I ran to my room and called my cousin M7md who was almost 19 I think. He almost immediately answered, I knew he would be awake and I didn't want to disturb my mother or brothers because they most probably would have been asleep.. He seemed worried and he heard me crying.. I told him to come pick me up from my father's house fast.. He came within almost 5 minutes.. I ran to the back door of the house and into his car.. I was shaking and crying uncontrollably, I explained to him was happened once he saw the bruises on my face.. He was furious and horrified at the same time, he kept insisting to call the police and take me to the hospital but I kept on saying no. He took me to their chalet because I refused to go home.. For the next 2 weeks I stayed in their chalet.. M7md would come to me everyday from the morning and stay till the night and sometimes he would sleep in the chalet. Once the two weeks were over my bruises faded and I went back home.. My father didn't bother calling, apologizing or checking up on me.. From that day onwards I never went back to his house or saw him again.. He fled the country with his wife and thankfully never stepped foot back in the UAE.. That was until the incident in the restaurant.. If .. If it wasn't for M7md, god knows what would have happened.."
I was speechless.. I didn't know what to say or do.. I was shocked.. I was enraged.. I can feel my blood boiling.. Who would do that to their own daughter? Their own flesh and blood.. How dare he?! I started imagining what would have happened if her cousin hadn't saved her.. I didn't notice that a tear fell down.. I looked at Shamsa with pure sympathy.. She too was crying...
"3bdulla.. I don't want you to feel sorry for me.. The only reason as to why I told you is because I wanted you to understand why I hate him so much.. Please book us the earliest flight to Kuwait"
I was still stunned .. "Enshallah" Was all I could reply..
Early morning the next day we went to Kuawait.
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Sunday, 3 August 2014
Forever? Chapter 2
Longg postt aheadd dedicated to Bedazzled Dreams and estupendo R <3 Walla they are the sweetest girls everr! You guys better post once you're done reading this post :D
*During the plane ride*
Shamsa's POV:
I am sitting next to 3bady and as we are taking off I can see him shutting his eyes tight and squeezing the arm rest.. Mskeeen he looked so cute and frightened.. Like a child being told off =))
Me trying to hold in my laugh: "3baaddyy 7beebyy it5af?"
3bdulla seemed to be caught of guard "Haaa? Shoo? La shakoo leish a5af?"
Me: "Hahaha awww cutee it5aaff"
3bdulla: "LAA ): Rayal 6ool eb 3r'6 a5af min el 6ayarah? Hah 5assiii"
Me: "Ay 6ool eb 3ar'6 ballah 3laik?"
3bdulla continued on blabbing about not being scared so I slipped my tiny hands into his big ones then quickly brushed my lips against his to silence him.
Omg did I seriously just do that? SHIT yes I did :$!! "Umm asfaa :$"
3bdulla looked shocked but he had a goofy smile on his face :P
3bdulla's POV:
I kept on making excuses as to why I am not scared and suddenly I feel Shamasi's lips on my.. It was just for a millisecond but still :$ I was shocked but I couldn't wipe the smile on my face. Shamsa looked nervous and worried..
Shamsa: "Umm asfaa" She was turning as red as a tomato.
Me smirking: "Laa 3adyy :D I should blab moree often" I replied with a devilish smile on my face.
Shamsa whilst turning into 50 shades of red: "Chuubb:$"
Me: "Fdaitichh w fdaiitt your tomato facee <3"
Shamsa was too shy to reply and to make her even more shy I brought her hand up to my lips and kissed it.
Shamsa :$ "3baaddyy stooppp peoplee are staringg :O!!"
Me: "3adyy 5alhum n7na sho 3laina minhum?"
Shamsa: "3aaiibbb yaa rayaal"
Me: "Ayy 3aiibb?? Zoujtee w 7alalyy I can do whatever I wantt ;) "
She blushed once again..
After an hour, Shamsa fell asleep on my lap.. She looked so cute and innocent. After a few hours we were about to land and so I woke Shamsa up.
Shamsa's POV:
I felt someone gently trying to wake me up, calling my name. I looked up and saw 3bdulla ! Omgg what am I doing on his lapp?! Abaaiihh rgadtt 3a reelaahh :$ Shit!! My face must look like a mess!
3bdulla: 9a7 el noum sleeping beauty
Me: "9a7 badnik .. Ana baroo7 el 7amam"
I quickly rushed to the toilet to freshen up, replied my lipstick and eyeliner, brushed my now wavy hair and returned to my seat.
3bdulla: Allaah sho hal jamaall?
I turned scarlet as usual. "Ay jamal intaa b3add?"
3bdulla frowned "Jamalich inti mayinwi9if"
I changed the subject.. "Umm mta binaw9al?"
"3asher dgayig w we will land inshallah" He answered.
"Yaayy!" I shrieked
The air hostess announced that we are about to land so we must fasten out seat belts. I instinctively held 3bdulla's hand and smiled, in return, 3bdulla smiled a big, genuine smile to me.
"A7ibich.. I love youu.. Je t'aime.. Maiṁ tumasē pyāra karatā hūm̐.. Te amo.." He said to me.
My eyes began to tear "I love you more than you can ever imagine, you have no idea how much joy you bring in my life, just being in your presence yis3idny. Allah la yi7rimny mink inshallah <3 "
He seemed lost for words "Ameen"
Once we landed we collected our luggage and headed to the hotel.
We were in the lobby when I saw .....................................................................................................
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Shamma's POV:
After being in the plane for less than half an our M7md fell asleep -,- He looked so peaceful .. I played with his hair whilst thanking Allah repeatedly for the day I have signed the marriage paper.
I started getting bored so I started reading "Desperate in Dubai" and to tell you the truth .. It is amazingg! I was to engrossed into the book that I hadn't realized that 7moodyy woke up. He was staring at me, smiling like an idiot, I grew shy and my cheeks had a pinkish tint to it.
M7md's POV:
Waking up to her face is the greatest thing I can ever ask for <3 Just the sight of her has me at a loss for words. She is the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on :') We continued on chatting for the rest of the plane ride and once we arrived to London we went to collect our luggage then headed to the exit.. When we arrived I heard a guy yelling "SHAAMMMOOOOHHH"
Who. The. F*ck. Is. He?
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Maryam's POV:
We safely arrived in Maldives and it is drop dead gorgeous. The water is crystal clear, the sand is pure white, the colorful corals, warm sea and the marine life just simply breath taking. We are staying in this private hut.
Me and my love wanted to swim and so I changed into my swimming shorts and waiting in the lounge chairs for her to get ready. After half an our she came out, she had tears streaming down her face.. Wth!
I ran to her "Maryoommaa! 7beebtyy! 7yatyy!! What's wrongg?!"
"Ma3indy thiyab" She wept
Oh thank God! "5awafteenyy it7asabt shay istiwa! Sho 8a9dich ma3indich thiyab?"
"Kilaa g9eer w bikini's w I am fat" She cried again.
"Inti sho it5arbi6een?! Walla inich a7la bint chift'ha fe 7ayatyy!! You are perfect!" I was shocked. I never knew she was so insecure about her weight.. In my eyes, perfect is an understatement for her beauty.
"Mit2akedd?" She frowned
"Mit2akedd w Ni99" I smiled
"Okay ana bisir3a babadil w bayeelik .. You can start swimming if you want" She informed me.
"Laa 3ady batrayach 7beebtyy"
She went back into the room and changed into this:
*During the plane ride*
Shamsa's POV:
I am sitting next to 3bady and as we are taking off I can see him shutting his eyes tight and squeezing the arm rest.. Mskeeen he looked so cute and frightened.. Like a child being told off =))
Me trying to hold in my laugh: "3baaddyy 7beebyy it5af?"
3bdulla seemed to be caught of guard "Haaa? Shoo? La shakoo leish a5af?"
Me: "Hahaha awww cutee it5aaff"
3bdulla: "LAA ): Rayal 6ool eb 3r'6 a5af min el 6ayarah? Hah 5assiii"
Me: "Ay 6ool eb 3ar'6 ballah 3laik?"
3bdulla continued on blabbing about not being scared so I slipped my tiny hands into his big ones then quickly brushed my lips against his to silence him.
Omg did I seriously just do that? SHIT yes I did :$!! "Umm asfaa :$"
3bdulla looked shocked but he had a goofy smile on his face :P
3bdulla's POV:
I kept on making excuses as to why I am not scared and suddenly I feel Shamasi's lips on my.. It was just for a millisecond but still :$ I was shocked but I couldn't wipe the smile on my face. Shamsa looked nervous and worried..
Shamsa: "Umm asfaa" She was turning as red as a tomato.
Me smirking: "Laa 3adyy :D I should blab moree often" I replied with a devilish smile on my face.
Shamsa whilst turning into 50 shades of red: "Chuubb:$"
Me: "Fdaitichh w fdaiitt your tomato facee <3"
Shamsa was too shy to reply and to make her even more shy I brought her hand up to my lips and kissed it.
Shamsa :$ "3baaddyy stooppp peoplee are staringg :O!!"
Me: "3adyy 5alhum n7na sho 3laina minhum?"
Shamsa: "3aaiibbb yaa rayaal"
Me: "Ayy 3aiibb?? Zoujtee w 7alalyy I can do whatever I wantt ;) "
She blushed once again..
After an hour, Shamsa fell asleep on my lap.. She looked so cute and innocent. After a few hours we were about to land and so I woke Shamsa up.
Shamsa's POV:
I felt someone gently trying to wake me up, calling my name. I looked up and saw 3bdulla ! Omgg what am I doing on his lapp?! Abaaiihh rgadtt 3a reelaahh :$ Shit!! My face must look like a mess!
3bdulla: 9a7 el noum sleeping beauty
Me: "9a7 badnik .. Ana baroo7 el 7amam"
I quickly rushed to the toilet to freshen up, replied my lipstick and eyeliner, brushed my now wavy hair and returned to my seat.
3bdulla: Allaah sho hal jamaall?
I turned scarlet as usual. "Ay jamal intaa b3add?"
3bdulla frowned "Jamalich inti mayinwi9if"
I changed the subject.. "Umm mta binaw9al?"
"3asher dgayig w we will land inshallah" He answered.
"Yaayy!" I shrieked
The air hostess announced that we are about to land so we must fasten out seat belts. I instinctively held 3bdulla's hand and smiled, in return, 3bdulla smiled a big, genuine smile to me.
"A7ibich.. I love youu.. Je t'aime.. Maiṁ tumasē pyāra karatā hūm̐.. Te amo.." He said to me.
My eyes began to tear "I love you more than you can ever imagine, you have no idea how much joy you bring in my life, just being in your presence yis3idny. Allah la yi7rimny mink inshallah <3 "
He seemed lost for words "Ameen"
Once we landed we collected our luggage and headed to the hotel.
We were in the lobby when I saw .....................................................................................................
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Shamma's POV:
After being in the plane for less than half an our M7md fell asleep -,- He looked so peaceful .. I played with his hair whilst thanking Allah repeatedly for the day I have signed the marriage paper.
I started getting bored so I started reading "Desperate in Dubai" and to tell you the truth .. It is amazingg! I was to engrossed into the book that I hadn't realized that 7moodyy woke up. He was staring at me, smiling like an idiot, I grew shy and my cheeks had a pinkish tint to it.
M7md's POV:
Waking up to her face is the greatest thing I can ever ask for <3 Just the sight of her has me at a loss for words. She is the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on :') We continued on chatting for the rest of the plane ride and once we arrived to London we went to collect our luggage then headed to the exit.. When we arrived I heard a guy yelling "SHAAMMMOOOOHHH"
Who. The. F*ck. Is. He?
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Maryam's POV:
We safely arrived in Maldives and it is drop dead gorgeous. The water is crystal clear, the sand is pure white, the colorful corals, warm sea and the marine life just simply breath taking. We are staying in this private hut.
*Ab'3ii arooo7 maldives :"( *
Salem's POV:
Me and my love wanted to swim and so I changed into my swimming shorts and waiting in the lounge chairs for her to get ready. After half an our she came out, she had tears streaming down her face.. Wth!
I ran to her "Maryoommaa! 7beebtyy! 7yatyy!! What's wrongg?!"
"Ma3indy thiyab" She wept
Oh thank God! "5awafteenyy it7asabt shay istiwa! Sho 8a9dich ma3indich thiyab?"
"Kilaa g9eer w bikini's w I am fat" She cried again.
"Inti sho it5arbi6een?! Walla inich a7la bint chift'ha fe 7ayatyy!! You are perfect!" I was shocked. I never knew she was so insecure about her weight.. In my eyes, perfect is an understatement for her beauty.
"Mit2akedd?" She frowned
"Mit2akedd w Ni99" I smiled
"Okay ana bisir3a babadil w bayeelik .. You can start swimming if you want" She informed me.
"Laa 3ady batrayach 7beebtyy"
She went back into the room and changed into this:
I stared at her for at least a whole minute before I was snapped back to reality.
"I look hideous I knoww" She cried, running to the bathroom.
What ;s !!
I ran after her to the toilet and started knocking on the door
"Maryam 7beebty fichy el bab" No reply.
"Maryoom open the door walla you look stunning" No reply.
"Maryooma d5eelich ifti7y el bab" No reply.
I started to worry.. "Maryam if you don't open the door I will break it down."
I can hear her crying .. It broke my heart just hearing her crying </3
After 2 minutes she opened the door. Her eyes were red and puffy, she hands were shaking and her tears were pouring down her face uncontrollably. I felt my heart breaking. I wrapped my arms around her petit body and stroked her hair "Shhh 5ala9 7yaty .. 5ala9 7beetyy.. Dmoo3ich '3alya lee.. Walla elsalfa matiswa inich tiz3alein.. 5ala9 ya galbyy lat9e7een </3"
I am the type of person that can't handle seeing a loved one cry.. My eyes started to fill up with unshed tears. After cradling her for a while she calmed down.
"I love you" She said
"I love you more" I replied
After a rough half an hour, I convinced Maryam that she looked amazing and to swim with me. I told her I am not taking no for an answer. I also threatened to throw her in the water. Muwahahahaha.
We swam for the rest of the day.. Watched the sun set together.. Then finally slept together <3
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Wednesday, 30 July 2014
Forever? Chapter 1
Adryy inaa I am being a bad bloggerr bs I have been soo busy due to personal reasons so I may not post as often bs akeed I will post atleast once or twice a week.
This post is dedicated to the lovely estupendo R <3! <--- You better update now fahma? Youu all havee to read her blogg walla it's amazingg ♥
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
It was ............ A flat tire -_- (Kint basawy filim hindy bs gelt la later ::: )
"Uff mb wagta binit2a5ar 3l 6ayarah !!" Complained Shamma
"Heih walla tra if we're late I am blaming 3bdulla" Stated Maryam
"W ana sho y59ny?!" Replied 3bdulla
Maryam rolled her eyes "Inta ellay i8tira7t lna nroo7 eb limo"
"Latitfawlein inshallah bnil7ag" Huffed M7md
"Ayh Ayh into mb 3a zoujty" Salem defended his wife.
"KAAAAAK"
After 10mins they were back on their way to Dubai Airport, the ride was fun but noisy because of the constant friendly arguing =))
The couples still had looonnnggg before the planes departure but they had to be in the airport 3 hours before for the check ins and shopping of course ;)
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Shamsa's POV (Point of View)
Shamsa: "7beeby 7lo hal 8amee9?"
3bdulla: "Anything will look good on you, 7tta kees b6a6"
Blushing "Aham shay kees b6a6 =))"
3bdulla: "5'9eeh biykoon 7lw ;*"
Shamsa: "Okay <3"
Since the day I said 'I do' (he proposed to me twice, the arab and they american way :$) My life has changed to the better. I have been smiling nonstop, my nightmares turned to dreams, my tears of pain turned to tears of joy and my mood has been lifted. Not a day goes by without thanking God for the day 3bdulla bumped my car. I love him with all my heart and I will continue to love him till the day I die <3
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Maryam's POV
I remember the day I met Saloom as if it was yesterday.
*Flashback*
I was walking back to the hotel after a tiring day of nonstop shopping when I fell flat on my face because of all the bags I was carrying. A stranger rushed to my rescue trying to help me up. I held onto his extended hand as I got up from the ground.
... : "Are you okay? êtes-vous d'accord?"
Me: "Yes thank you, I am fine" I looked up to his face and I was amazed by his beauty. It wasn't the type of beauty that you would drool over when seeing models, no. It was the type of beauty you would come across once in a life time. His face was well defines, his jaw strong and defined showing his masculinity, his lips were pink and plump, his big and dark chocolate eyes have hundreds of stories to tell which are complimented with his long and thick eyelashes, his nose was sharp and slim, highlighting his Arab features, his messy chestnut colored hair really drawed attention to his eyes. He didn't have the perfect body but to me it was. He had a tiny karsha but I liked that about him, his arms were well built but in a natural way. So he didn't look so bulky and 'ewwyy' His teeth. Oh my god his pearly white teeth, I just couldn't help not stare at them and at his smile. He looked mesmerizing.
...: Waves his arms infront of my face, snaping me away from my observations "Umm Miss.. Are you okay? Do you feel any pain? Shall I take you to the hospital?"
Me: "Haa Shoo? Uuuhh Yes .. I mean no .. Nothing is hurting me"
...: "Mit2akda ma tbaini awidich el diktoor?"
Me: OMG He is Emirati!! Shiittt Shiitt Shiitt ..!! I have to go away before someone see's us! Even though we aren't doing anything wrong.. People talk.. Fast. "Heih mt2akda.. Mshkoor maga9art"
...: "Ana Salem"
Me: "3ashat el Asamy.. Ana Maryam"
Salem: "3ashat ayamich.. Tsharaft"
I gave him a polite smile and made my way back to my hotel room.. After that little incident I have been seeing Salem a lot, we would randomly see each other in restaurants, shops, parks etc. I even saw him in the elevator at the hotel I was staying in! It turns out that he was on the same floor as me! After bumping into each other a few times, we started casually talking and getting to know each other, when I came back to Dubai I was so sad that I won't see nor talk to Salem again but boy was I wrong, the next day my mother gave me a talk about me growing up and getting married then said that her friends' son wants to marry me and when she said his name my face when from this :| to this :O I couldn't believe what she said! I told her that I will 'Think about it' even though I already knew my answer.. You see when Salem helped me, I couldn't stop thinking about him at all.. He took over all my thoughts and once we got to know each other.. I fell in love with him even though it was too soon.. Guess it was love at first sight? I never believed in that crap but from that day I did.. And Salem was, is and always will be my first love <3
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Shamma's POV
M7md: "Shamma"
Me: "3yooni"
M7md: "A7ibich"
Me: :$ "Amoot feek"
M7md: "Allah la y7rimny minch <3"
Me: "Ameeen <3"
What can I say about M7md .. Hmm .. Amazing? Incredible? Lovely? Handsome? Funny? Cute? Charming? Sa5eef? Falsafchy? 3ashgy? 7yaty? 3mry? Roo7y? Galby? There is a unique beauty about him. One that is not only about his looks but his personality too. It can't be rightly justified by words. He never fails to make me smile, laugh and be happy in general. Whenever I am around him I feel positive energy around me and he makes me feel so special and loved. Whenever I talk to him I feel like I am on cloud 9. He is simply perfect in my eyes. I love every single detail about him. The way his dimples show when he moves his mouth or talk, the way he looks into my eyes and tells me he loves me, the way he gets so tickilish when I wrap my arms around his waist, the way he says my name, the way he always tries to make me laugh, the way he showers me with gifts and compliments for no reason, the way he hold my hand and kisses it and the list goes on and on.
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Narrator (Me) POV
After shopping at the Dubai Duty Free, the newly weds boarded the airplanes and said goodbye to one another.
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Sorry I took long to post..
Sorry if there are any mistakes.. Wayed m9a6la
Please comment your opinions :D
This post is dedicated to the lovely estupendo R <3! <--- You better update now fahma? Youu all havee to read her blogg walla it's amazingg ♥
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
It was ............ A flat tire -_- (Kint basawy filim hindy bs gelt la later ::: )
"Uff mb wagta binit2a5ar 3l 6ayarah !!" Complained Shamma
"Heih walla tra if we're late I am blaming 3bdulla" Stated Maryam
"W ana sho y59ny?!" Replied 3bdulla
Maryam rolled her eyes "Inta ellay i8tira7t lna nroo7 eb limo"
"Latitfawlein inshallah bnil7ag" Huffed M7md
"Ayh Ayh into mb 3a zoujty" Salem defended his wife.
"KAAAAAK"
After 10mins they were back on their way to Dubai Airport, the ride was fun but noisy because of the constant friendly arguing =))
The couples still had looonnnggg before the planes departure but they had to be in the airport 3 hours before for the check ins and shopping of course ;)
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Shamsa's POV (Point of View)
Shamsa: "7beeby 7lo hal 8amee9?"
3bdulla: "Anything will look good on you, 7tta kees b6a6"
Blushing "Aham shay kees b6a6 =))"
3bdulla: "5'9eeh biykoon 7lw ;*"
Shamsa: "Okay <3"
Since the day I said 'I do' (he proposed to me twice, the arab and they american way :$) My life has changed to the better. I have been smiling nonstop, my nightmares turned to dreams, my tears of pain turned to tears of joy and my mood has been lifted. Not a day goes by without thanking God for the day 3bdulla bumped my car. I love him with all my heart and I will continue to love him till the day I die <3
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Maryam's POV
I remember the day I met Saloom as if it was yesterday.
*Flashback*
I was walking back to the hotel after a tiring day of nonstop shopping when I fell flat on my face because of all the bags I was carrying. A stranger rushed to my rescue trying to help me up. I held onto his extended hand as I got up from the ground.
... : "Are you okay? êtes-vous d'accord?"
Me: "Yes thank you, I am fine" I looked up to his face and I was amazed by his beauty. It wasn't the type of beauty that you would drool over when seeing models, no. It was the type of beauty you would come across once in a life time. His face was well defines, his jaw strong and defined showing his masculinity, his lips were pink and plump, his big and dark chocolate eyes have hundreds of stories to tell which are complimented with his long and thick eyelashes, his nose was sharp and slim, highlighting his Arab features, his messy chestnut colored hair really drawed attention to his eyes. He didn't have the perfect body but to me it was. He had a tiny karsha but I liked that about him, his arms were well built but in a natural way. So he didn't look so bulky and 'ewwyy' His teeth. Oh my god his pearly white teeth, I just couldn't help not stare at them and at his smile. He looked mesmerizing.
...: Waves his arms infront of my face, snaping me away from my observations "Umm Miss.. Are you okay? Do you feel any pain? Shall I take you to the hospital?"
Me: "Haa Shoo? Uuuhh Yes .. I mean no .. Nothing is hurting me"
...: "Mit2akda ma tbaini awidich el diktoor?"
Me: OMG He is Emirati!! Shiittt Shiitt Shiitt ..!! I have to go away before someone see's us! Even though we aren't doing anything wrong.. People talk.. Fast. "Heih mt2akda.. Mshkoor maga9art"
...: "Ana Salem"
Me: "3ashat el Asamy.. Ana Maryam"
Salem: "3ashat ayamich.. Tsharaft"
I gave him a polite smile and made my way back to my hotel room.. After that little incident I have been seeing Salem a lot, we would randomly see each other in restaurants, shops, parks etc. I even saw him in the elevator at the hotel I was staying in! It turns out that he was on the same floor as me! After bumping into each other a few times, we started casually talking and getting to know each other, when I came back to Dubai I was so sad that I won't see nor talk to Salem again but boy was I wrong, the next day my mother gave me a talk about me growing up and getting married then said that her friends' son wants to marry me and when she said his name my face when from this :| to this :O I couldn't believe what she said! I told her that I will 'Think about it' even though I already knew my answer.. You see when Salem helped me, I couldn't stop thinking about him at all.. He took over all my thoughts and once we got to know each other.. I fell in love with him even though it was too soon.. Guess it was love at first sight? I never believed in that crap but from that day I did.. And Salem was, is and always will be my first love <3
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Shamma's POV
M7md: "Shamma"
Me: "3yooni"
M7md: "A7ibich"
Me: :$ "Amoot feek"
M7md: "Allah la y7rimny minch <3"
Me: "Ameeen <3"
What can I say about M7md .. Hmm .. Amazing? Incredible? Lovely? Handsome? Funny? Cute? Charming? Sa5eef? Falsafchy? 3ashgy? 7yaty? 3mry? Roo7y? Galby? There is a unique beauty about him. One that is not only about his looks but his personality too. It can't be rightly justified by words. He never fails to make me smile, laugh and be happy in general. Whenever I am around him I feel positive energy around me and he makes me feel so special and loved. Whenever I talk to him I feel like I am on cloud 9. He is simply perfect in my eyes. I love every single detail about him. The way his dimples show when he moves his mouth or talk, the way he looks into my eyes and tells me he loves me, the way he gets so tickilish when I wrap my arms around his waist, the way he says my name, the way he always tries to make me laugh, the way he showers me with gifts and compliments for no reason, the way he hold my hand and kisses it and the list goes on and on.
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Narrator (Me) POV
After shopping at the Dubai Duty Free, the newly weds boarded the airplanes and said goodbye to one another.
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Sorry I took long to post..
Sorry if there are any mistakes.. Wayed m9a6la
Please comment your opinions :D
Monday, 28 July 2014
Forever? Introduction.
This is dedicated to three people: A dear friend of mine and a reader Zainab. An incredibly supportive and sweet twitter follower AlZainah and An amazing blogger estupendo R .. Thankk youu guyss for the supportt :') Lovee youu <3 !
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All of the newly weds are going to travel in the same time but not same place of course (This is Bedazzled Dreams's ideaa :* )
They are all going to go the airport together but will split up later on.
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
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What was that sound?
Are the couples okay?
You will find out next on the first chapter of Forever
^^ Yalsa a7asiskum channa Tv Show :$ =))
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Sho raykum so far?
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All of the newly weds are going to travel in the same time but not same place of course (This is Bedazzled Dreams's ideaa :* )
They are all going to go the airport together but will split up later on.
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The newly weds head out to the airport in a limousine stretch :P
On their way they were all having a conversation when suddenly they hear a loud "BANG"
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What was that sound?
Are the couples okay?
You will find out next on the first chapter of Forever
^^ Yalsa a7asiskum channa Tv Show :$ =))
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Sho raykum so far?
Forever?
This is the continuation of Dear Diary but it will be about the married life of Shamsa, Shamma, Maryam and their husbands.
Will the marriages last?
What problems will they face?
You will be part of their life.
You will know about their thoughts, opinions, secrets, scandals and much more!
What happens after the wedding?
What happens to the kids?
You're going to find out soon on Forever - 1
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Comments on your opinion pleasee ;;)
Sho raykum fil isim?
Will the marriages last?
What problems will they face?
You will be part of their life.
You will know about their thoughts, opinions, secrets, scandals and much more!
What happens after the wedding?
What happens to the kids?
You're going to find out soon on Forever - 1
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Comments on your opinion pleasee ;;)
Sho raykum fil isim?
Random..2
I got inspired when listening to Jar of Hearts by Christina Perry and James Morrison & Nelly Furtado's Broken Strings and lastly The Script by Breakeven
You left me all alone .. Abandoned me when I needed you most.. You left and you took my heart with you.. I can't believe I can't say you are mine..
What happened to us?
What happened to forever?
What happened to our future?
What happened to "You're the one" ?
What happened to the promises?
What happened to all we've been through?
What happened to I won't give up?
What happened?
You told me lies and being the idiot I am, I believed you.
I learnt my lesson. It took me so long to accept what happened.. Then history repeated itself.
If you really wanted to be a part of my life, you would have been there. I shouldn't have bothered with you since you didn't make an effort to stay.
I thought that you were the best part of me. That you brightened my world and made it better. You are doing great while I'm torn into pieces.
I kept on acting like it was nothing when in reality, it was breaking my heart bit by bit.
You broke me, tore me down yet I still went back to you.
I feel like a complete idiot for missing you.
Am I really that easy to forget?
Why do I worry about you when you don't give a sh*t about me?
I'm doing okay until I remember you.
As you are walking away.. Please look back on more time.. Just long enough to remind you that I am falling apart.. And you're the reason.
I created the distance to see how much you cared.. Turns out I mean nothing to you.
Do you even still think about me?
I tried my best, you didn't appreciate it, I blamed myself but it's your fault, not mine.
Beneath my smile is a broken heart.
I felt so comfortable around you, even though I didn't know what your intentions were.
Saying goodbye was so hard, harder than shutting you away all of a sudden. I wonder if it is the fear of losing someone I love.
I thought it would be the end of the world.. But hey I am still living.
You aren't who I thought you were but it's better earlier then later.
Screw you I am better than this.
I shouldn't waste my time on someone who doesn't deserve it.
6aaafff to all the sh*t that has happened eh?
It seemed like then end .. But it is a new beginning.. A better one :D
When one door closes, another one opens 9a7?
I'm not going to be sat that it is over, I am going to be glad that it happened sooner.
I loved you, you hurt me, I am moving on, end of story.
What happened is making me stronger, better and wiser.
I would rather be alone than being with someone who makes me feel that way.
I regretted some stuff, I made memories and now I am better.
I don't need you. I have myself :$
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together" - Unknown
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3EEIIIDDKKUUMM MBAARRAAAKK MY LOVELY READERSS <3
I just want to thank my amazing friends who stay with me and help me through think and thin.. You guys are amazing sisters to me <3
I suggest you listen to the songs :P
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You left me all alone .. Abandoned me when I needed you most.. You left and you took my heart with you.. I can't believe I can't say you are mine..
What happened to us?
What happened to forever?
What happened to our future?
What happened to "You're the one" ?
What happened to the promises?
What happened to all we've been through?
What happened to I won't give up?
What happened?
You told me lies and being the idiot I am, I believed you.
I learnt my lesson. It took me so long to accept what happened.. Then history repeated itself.
If you really wanted to be a part of my life, you would have been there. I shouldn't have bothered with you since you didn't make an effort to stay.
I thought that you were the best part of me. That you brightened my world and made it better. You are doing great while I'm torn into pieces.
I kept on acting like it was nothing when in reality, it was breaking my heart bit by bit.
You broke me, tore me down yet I still went back to you.
I feel like a complete idiot for missing you.
Am I really that easy to forget?
Why do I worry about you when you don't give a sh*t about me?
I'm doing okay until I remember you.
As you are walking away.. Please look back on more time.. Just long enough to remind you that I am falling apart.. And you're the reason.
I created the distance to see how much you cared.. Turns out I mean nothing to you.
Do you even still think about me?
I tried my best, you didn't appreciate it, I blamed myself but it's your fault, not mine.
Beneath my smile is a broken heart.
I felt so comfortable around you, even though I didn't know what your intentions were.
Saying goodbye was so hard, harder than shutting you away all of a sudden. I wonder if it is the fear of losing someone I love.
I thought it would be the end of the world.. But hey I am still living.
You aren't who I thought you were but it's better earlier then later.
Screw you I am better than this.
I shouldn't waste my time on someone who doesn't deserve it.
6aaafff to all the sh*t that has happened eh?
It seemed like then end .. But it is a new beginning.. A better one :D
When one door closes, another one opens 9a7?
I'm not going to be sat that it is over, I am going to be glad that it happened sooner.
I loved you, you hurt me, I am moving on, end of story.
What happened is making me stronger, better and wiser.
I would rather be alone than being with someone who makes me feel that way.
I regretted some stuff, I made memories and now I am better.
I don't need you. I have myself :$
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together" - Unknown
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3EEIIIDDKKUUMM MBAARRAAAKK MY LOVELY READERSS <3
I just want to thank my amazing friends who stay with me and help me through think and thin.. You guys are amazing sisters to me <3
I suggest you listen to the songs :P
Saturday, 26 July 2014
Random..1
As a child, we were told stories about a happy ending. The stories we were told ended with "and they lived happily ever after" But we live in the real world, perfect endings don't exist, those are just made up fairy tales. We were told that dreams came true. But do they? Do they really? What happens after the happily ever after? What happens after your dreams come true? What happens after the prince marries the princess or the wicked witch gets defeated?
In life, we go through ups and downs, lefts and rights to get to the final destination.We are all different in different ways, the one thing we have in common is that we are all human, we make mistakes, we have dreams and goals, we have happy and sad moment, we love and we lose but that is life. We all have something we want to keep in the dark and move on but in order to do that we have to accept it. Shit happens but life goes on. We have to let the past make us better and not bitter.
We spend so much time living life, yet not enough time thinking about what are we doing alive. Think about the meaning of life, the purpose of our existence, who is responsible for our creation and what happens when we leave. If you don't want to think about where you came from, at least think about where you are going to go when it's all over. We live, we die then we turn to bones. Wrong. After the grass dies, the rain arrives and it regrows.
Being happy doesn't mean being perfect, it means that we looked passed the imperfections which turn to perfections. Everything happens for a reason, we aren't in control of the future but we are in control of how we handle it. We wouldn't know our strengths if we didn't have any weaknesses. Only after our suffering will we be able to honestly realize how strong we are, we then realize how much we can handle before we break.
Announcement
Dear Readers,
I want to start my new story which is a continuation of Dear Diary but it will be about the married life of Shamsa, Shamma, Maryam and their husbands. The only problem that isn't allowing me to start the story7 is that I can't think of a name for the story :'( ! The story won't be in a Dear Diary form whereas it will be in different POV (points of view) I would have started the continuation earlier but I need a name for the story before writing it.
Please comment bellow the name(s) you have in mind.. Thankk youu in advance <3
Friday, 25 July 2014
Dear Diary - Finale
Dear Diary,
Today is our engagement day! I am a nervous wreck! Everything looks so beautiful and perfect except me. I feel like I look like a clown :'( Everyone says I look gorgeous but I don't believe them. Shamma and I decided that we should make a huge engagement instead of making a big wedding. Ajalna 2 weeks after the original date. Shamma looks absolutely breathtaking in her dress
Today is our engagement day! I am a nervous wreck! Everything looks so beautiful and perfect except me. I feel like I look like a clown :'( Everyone says I look gorgeous but I don't believe them. Shamma and I decided that we should make a huge engagement instead of making a big wedding. Ajalna 2 weeks after the original date. Shamma looks absolutely breathtaking in her dress
I decided on wearing a very simple dress because big dresses and me don't mix. Besides, I love the simplicity of my dress.
It was time to go down. I am shaking! Me and Shammami are holding hands while going down and Maryoom and Hanood are fixing our dresses from time to time. We made our way to the kousha and I see my mom, 3bdulla's mom, Shamma's mom and M7md's mom crying tears of joy which made tear up but I had to swallow my tears. We did our wedding/melcha in Trade Center. We decided on keeping the melcha very simple. We invited 1000 people which was divided between the 4 families x_x The kousha looked so cute
"Alf el 9alat w el salam 3laik ya 7beeb Allah M7mad" "Kololololoooosshh" "koolloolloolooleeiii"
The men entered, my eyes directly landed on 3bdulla, he looked me right in the eye and grinned that boyish smile of his, I immediately blushed and smiled. He looked hot with a capital H! He was dreamy in his crisp white kandoora and '36ra, wearing a black bisht and 3gal.. That man is mine.. He is officially my man.
3bdulla and M7md walked a bit too fast to the kousha, their parents giggled and told them to slow down. By the time they reached, me and Shamma's faces were as read as a tomato. My grandfather kissed my forehead then barakly, followed by 7mdan, then 5leefa, he said "Mbrook my baby girl, I love you" I could have sworn I saw his eyes water. Saifo came to me and said "Allah iy3een 3bood 3laich.. A9lan kaif 7abach ana madry" I looked at him and fake smiled then replied "7saby wyak b3dain :)" he said "Mbrook 7beebty ;*" Then Fahood came w said mbrook. After him the rest of the men came then finally 3baaddiii <3 He kissed my forehead and said "Mbroook 3laich anaa ya 7beebat galbyy <3" I got so shy I didn't even think it was possible to be that shy :P
3bdulla kept nagging and asking when can we leave while I was nagging because I wanted to eat and dance. Shamma and M7md were sitting next to us and I heard them talking about the same thing. After what seemed like hours, my mom came and told us to cut the cake.. We cut the cake then both 3bdulla and M7md put some cake and frosting on our nose and cheek ;p M7md's sisters and Maryoom were telling the men to eat the cake on cheek just to embarrass us w hayail masti7aw w they ate it! Then 3badii whispered in my ears "You taste delicious" I just melted on my spot right then and there.
Me, Shamma, Maryoom and our Husbands (we were still getting used to saying that) decided to go on our honeymoon together to ..............................................................................
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TO BE CONTINUED IN MY NEXT STORY...!!!!!!!
HELP! I can't think of a name for my next storyy :'( ! It will be about the married life of the three couples. It will also be in different POV (points of view)
Please comment your opinion and thoughts .. Thankk youu <3 !!
Thankk youu all for the support, especially:
estupendo R
Bedazzled Dreams
_zaiin28
Flana AlX
Thursday, 24 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 10
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
Dear Diary,
This was the conversation between the doctor:
This was the conversation between the doctor:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but your daughter might have forgotten completely what happened today, and some days will be a bit hazy.. Fortunately, if you tell her about it and talk her through the day, she will be able to remeber. About the young man over here, she will be able to remember him tomorrow or the day after but it can take up to a week.
5leefa: HA4A SHO YALIS IY5ARBI6 ?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a concussion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory fully. By that I mean is that she will be able to remember everything that has happened and her memories won't be a blur.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God.
The doctor excused himself and said he will come and check up on me later.
Me: 5loof mumkin itgooleeli sho istiwa?
5leefa: I .. I don't know.. Yaiti el bait after you went out with your friend w yalsa it9ee7een.. We looked at you and you had a bruised face.. We rushed to go to your room bs you locked the door and kept crying.. We tried to talk to you and asked you what happened but you didn't reply.. After a while we heard you gasping and cried loudly so me and 3bdulla said that they we will break the door.. You didn't answer and so we did.. We found you with a bunch of pills in your hand.. 3bdulla took it away from you.. Mama came in and saw us umm crying.. She cried with us.. You .. You tried to killed yourself.. How could you do that to us?! How could you do that to me?! You are my only sister and you were about to leave me?! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I NEED YOU!
Saif: 5LEEFA LAT9ARI5 3L BNAYAH!
My mom was crying her eyes out.
5leefa: I .. I already lost Shai5a .. I can't lose you ..
The whole room began crying except 3bdulla..
Shai5a used to be 5leefa's twin, they were inseparable, one day Shai5a went out driving and on her way back home she got into a car accident. She was rushed to the hospital but she lost too much blood and passed away.. 5leefa was the most who was affected because they were so close. That happened 3 years ago. Shaikha was my role model, she was the prettiest, kindest and smartest person I know. She was a strong women respected and loved by everyone. She had the purest heart and an infectious laugh. It's impossible to be sad in her presence. When she passed away.. It was like a part of us died with her.. She passed away a month from her wedding.. Her fiance swore to never marry after her and soon fled the country </3 Allah Yramha w Yi'3firlha
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After 2 days I fully recovered my memory.. I was resting when 3bdulla came in and sat with my mom.. They were talking and I was listening to their conversation..
3bdulla: 5alty
Mom: Halla 7beeby
3bdulla: 5alty ab'3y a6lib minch 6alab
Mom: 2amer
3bdulla: 5alo ana 3mry 26 w fee sin el zawaj .. Ab'3y atzawaj
Mom: Ha4e el sa3ah el mbarakah!
3bdulla: Ana mramis el walda w ubooy w hum mwaf8ein .. Ab'3y atzawaj Shamsa
Mom: Ana kint 7assa !! Ana mwaf8a bs is2al binty
3bdulla: Inshallah 5alo <3 Bs 5alha ti6la3 min el mstashfa w ana ba56ibha :D
Mom: Inshallah :')
Shocked was an understatement. I was surprised. 3bdulla really loves me. He wasn't going to play with my feelings like.. Never mind.. 3bdulla is going to be mine! Mine! Just for me! I am ecstatic. I almost jumped up from bed and did my happy dance but then I would blow my cover :$
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Once I got out of the hospital 3bdulla proposed and gave me the most beautiful ring
After one week is our engagement. I wanted to extend it to 2 weeks but 3bdulla may6ee3 .. He wants it to be as soon as possible =))
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Although I missed Maryoom's engagement she said it is okay because it was just the engagement. Her wedding is in 3 months.
I almost forgot !! Shamma and M7md are getting engaged on the same day as me :D We wanted to make a double wedding and engagement ;;)
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I will just write 1-3 more parts for Dear Diary
I know I am rushing the story but I am going to write another story of the continuation of their married life. It will be in different points of view and it won't be as a dear diary format. What do you think?
Wednesday, 23 July 2014
Important..!!
Dear Readers,
I would like your opinion on what would you like to happen next..
The First Option:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but your daughter might have forgotten completely what happened today, and some days will be a bit hazy.. Fortunately, if you tell her about it and talk her through the day, she will be able to remeber. About the young man over here, she will be able to remember him tomorrow or the day after but it can take up to a week.
5leefa: HA4A SHO YALIS IY5ARBI6 ?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a concussion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory fully. By that I mean is that she will be able to remember everything that has happened and her memories won't be a blur.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God.
The doctor excused himself and said he will come and check up on me later.
Me: 5loof mumkin itgooleeli sho istiwa?
5leefa: I .. I don't know.. Yaiti el bait after you went out with your friend w yalsa it9ee7een.. We looked at you and you had a bruised face.. We rushed to go to your room bs you locked the door and kept crying.. We tried to talk to you and asked you what happened but you didn't reply.. After a while we heard you gasping and cried loudly so me and 3bdulla said that they we will break the door.. You didn't answer and so we did.. We found you with a bunch of pills in your hand.. 3bdulla took it away from you.. Mama came in and saw us umm crying.. She cried with us.. You .. You tried to killed yourself.. How could you do that to us?! How could you do that to me?! You are my only sister and you were about to leave me?! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I NEED YOU!
Saif: 5LEEFA LAT9ARI5 3L BNAYAH!
My mom was crying her eyes out.
5leefa: I .. I already lost .............................................................
I would like your opinion on what would you like to happen next..
The First Option:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but she lost her memory of the last month. Her mind will be stuck on a specific day we will have to find out for ourselves -
5leefa: WHAT DO YOU MEAN BY THAT?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a serious concusion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory, it might take time but there is a chance. She might be able to remember bits and pieces but not a lot.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God. The stranger look at the doctor, stunned by what he is hearing.
Me: Mama I have to go home I'm starting college tomorrow and it is going to be my first day so I don't want to be late!
Fahad: Doc.. Doc what is she talking about?
Doctor: Her mind is set on the day before starting college .. What day was that?
The Stranger: The 20th of September
My family looked at him in question..
The Stranger: That was the day before I met her and bumped her car
Me: WHO is he and WHAT is he talking about?! Someone please explain to me what is happening?!
The Second Option:
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but your daughter might have forgotten completely what happened today, and some days will be a bit hazy.. Fortunately, if you tell her about it and talk her through the day, she will be able to remeber. About the young man over here, she will be able to remember him tomorrow or the day after but it can take up to a week.
5leefa: HA4A SHO YALIS IY5ARBI6 ?!
7mdan: 5loof hid a39abik 5al el rayal eykamil
Doctor: Umm you see when she fainted and hit her head, it caused a concussion in her brain, but the good news is that there is a chance for her to recover her memory fully. By that I mean is that she will be able to remember everything that has happened and her memories won't be a blur.
My mother sat down and silently wept while praying to God.
The doctor excused himself and said he will come and check up on me later.
Me: 5loof mumkin itgooleeli sho istiwa?
5leefa: I .. I don't know.. Yaiti el bait after you went out with your friend w yalsa it9ee7een.. We looked at you and you had a bruised face.. We rushed to go to your room bs you locked the door and kept crying.. We tried to talk to you and asked you what happened but you didn't reply.. After a while we heard you gasping and cried loudly so me and 3bdulla said that they we will break the door.. You didn't answer and so we did.. We found you with a bunch of pills in your hand.. 3bdulla took it away from you.. Mama came in and saw us umm crying.. She cried with us.. You .. You tried to killed yourself.. How could you do that to us?! How could you do that to me?! You are my only sister and you were about to leave me?! HOW COULD YOU DO THAT TO ME YOU KNOW I NEED YOU!
Saif: 5LEEFA LAT9ARI5 3L BNAYAH!
My mom was crying her eyes out.
5leefa: I .. I already lost .............................................................
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Tuesday, 22 July 2014
Dear Diary - Part 9B
Dear Diary,
It was him. Yes him! How dare he?! And to think he would have kept his promise! I should have known that he is incapable of keeping a promise. I am angry, no I am infuriated! How can he do this to me? Never in my wildest dreams I would have thought of seeing him like this .. With who he was. I can feel the angry rising and my blood boiling. Screw this I am not going to leave the restaurant because of him and some bimbo barbie. Hmm I have a plan but first let me tell Shamma.
I angrily whispered: Shamma!
Imitating my whisper: Shamsa!
Me: It's him.
Shamma: Who him?
Me: Him.
Shamma: Who is him? The guy you told me about? What's his name? Umm 3bdulla?
Me: No. Him.
Shamma followed the line I was staring at and saw him but she didn't know who he was.
Me: That b***ard ! I hate him! And he brings his little b***h with him too?! Mayisi7i 3a wayha!
Shamma slowly connected the dots then gasped.
Shamma: That.. That is 3my 9ala7 !
I replied blatantly: Yes.
Shamma: With his wife..!
I cringed: Yes.
Shamma: Shamoos let's go to another restaurant..
Me: I have lost my appetite.
Shamma: Okay let's go shopping!
Me: Wait.
Shamma: Shamoos don't do anything stupid that you will regret later. I can see you forming a plan in your head. Stop it! Don't let him get to you! He isn't worth it. Let's just go and do some therapy shopping to get your mind off of him.
Me: 9ibry.
After all those years, I would have never even imagined seeing him again.. I thought he left.. And for good this time. Guess I was wrong. That a$$***e will see. He will regret the day he ever came back and his wife too :) This. Is. War.
I walked up to him, more like stomped actually and slammed my hand on the hard wooden table. As much as it hurt I didn't care. He looked so shocked and surprised to see me.
Me: You sick bas***d ! How fking dare you bring her here? How dare you even step foot in this country?! You come here and bring HER WITH YOU! I HATE YOU! I HAATTTTEEE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU!
Him: Shamsa lat9ar5ein .. We are in a public place.
Me: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE TELLING ME WHAT TO DO AND BOSS ME AROUND HAA?! WHO!? TELL ME WHO?!
He begins to slightly raise his voice: I am your father inzain?! T7tarmainy '3a9ban 3laich.
Me: Hah you think you are my father? Well guess what I don't have a father. To me you are dead. You never exsisted. You haven't been in my life for the past 7 YEARS! AND YOU THINK YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO CALL YOUR SELF A FATHER?! MY FATHER!
Him: SHAMSA I9KITY A7SANLICH W I7TARMAY ELLAY AKBAR MINCH!
Me: CHUB! After all the sh*t we have been through, you think you can just come here and everything will be okay? You never and I repeat NEVER showed up at my birthdays, celebrations, graduations and everything that has to do with me. To do with us! Me, my mom and my brothers! You didn't even care about hurting your children! You didn't care about your wife that you have been with for 26 years! You didn't give a shit about leaving us for some gold-digging b*tch ! You didn't care about the divorce. You were happy about it. I loathe you. I detest you. I feel sorry for your children. I wish you rot in hell. You and your wife.
Her *his wife* : Umm matarmisein 3an zoujy chi inzain? She looked and talked like a sl*t.
Me: YEL3AN SHAKLICH EL 5AYIS! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE YOU LITTLE F***ER?! YOU JUST MARRIED HIM FOR HIS MONEY! YOU DON'T EVEN LOVE HIM YAL G*7BA !
My father turned red with furry and he did it. He slapped me. And so I slapped his wife and left. As I was leaving I yelled "GO DIE YOU FILTHY PIECES OF SH*T" Thank god that they were sitting outside. His slap hurt.. But no where near the pain of how I felt. Shamma was watching the whole thing and her mouth formed the perfect 'O'
Me: Shamma I'm leaving.
Shamma just silently followed me to the main entrance. She asked the valet guy to bring my car.Once we entered that car I blew up. I burst into tears. How could he? How could he lay a hand on me? I regret not beating the living sh*t out of his wife. All throughout the conversation she had a little smirk as he was defending her. Just as I was about to blow up she said that remark of hers and that was when my anger flew through the roof and I yelled. I can feel my throat tighten and I know I lost my voice from all the screaming. Thinking about what happened made me burst into a million more tears. I feel furious, ashamed, depressed, aggravated and most of all.. Disgusted. I am disgusted and ashamed to call that man my father. I am disgusted and ashamed to be part of that family. I feel disgusted and ashamed to call her my step mother. I am disgusted and ashamed. Maybe I am disgusting? Maybe I am the shameful one? I don't know. I went home with a bruised cheek. Once I entered the house I saw my family including 3bdulla sitting in the meelas in front of me, I didn't bother saying hello, I just ran to my room weeping.
I can hear them banging on my door.. Asking me what happened. I just ignored them.. Shamma offered to sleep over but I rejected her offer. I dropped her home and came to my house. The house he used to live in. After what seemed to be hours of them trying to ask me what happened and what is wrong.. I burst into tears once again.. I think I was loud because my brothers threatened that if I don't open the door they are going to break it down. I didn't care. I continued silently crying my eyes out till the point that there were no more tears to cry. After 10 more minutes I heard a loud bang. They broke the door down. They entered the room shocked by what they saw.. I can see their eyes practically falling out of their sockets. It took them a few seconds to comprehend what I was about to do.. I was about to overdose..
3bdulla ran to me followed by the rest of them.. He aggressively took the pills from my hand and all of them started yelling at me at first the they started crying. Yes them. The guys were crying. My mom came in the room to ask what the fuss was about and when she saw us she cried her eyes out. She didn't even know the reason but the sight of us made her cry. Fahad went to my mom to try and calm her down while the rest of the guys were bombarding me with a million questions.. Slowly the world started spinning and the words were slurry.. After I heard a loud thud everything went black.
I woke up because of the pounding pain in my head.. I tried to move my hand up to mu head to massage it but there was an IV hoked on my hand. I am in the hospital with my family and a strange guy surrounding me. Once they saw me awake they came to me and started asking me loads of questions.. I was so confused and when I tried to talk nothing came out.. Why am I here? Who is this guy? What happened? When did I go to the hospital? How did I get here? A million question were rushing through my head.
The doctor came in and started asking me questions.. I was able to answer some of them and not all..
He asked me: Shamsa do you know who that is? *he pointed at the stranger*
Me: No .. Am I supposed to know him?
Everyone except the doctor looked shocked and confused. The stranger looked so hurt and pained. Why?
Mom: Doctor.. Why doesn't she know him?
Doctor: Emm I am sorry to say this but ....................................................................................................
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SORRY FOR THE LANGUAGE X_X
This took an unexpected turn.. I was going to say that she saw 3bdulla with another girl but I wanted to make the story a bit more interesting :P
This took an unexpected turn.. I was going to say that she saw 3bdulla with another girl but I wanted to make the story a bit more interesting :P
This might be one of my longest posts.... Thoughts and opinions please?
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