Forever? Chapter 5

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*Previously*

After a rough half an hour, I convinced Maryam that she looked amazing and to swim with me. I told her I am not taking no for an answer. I also threatened to throw her in the water. Muwahahahaha.

We swam for the rest of the day.. Watched the sun set together.. Then finally slept together <3

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Maryam's POV: 

I have never kissed or even hugged a guy who wasn't part of my family.. But I have to admit yesterday was amazing:$ ;) I woke up with a slightly achy body and so I was treated with a very relaxing massage from my hubby<3 

I decided to tan.. I needed help applying my tanning oil and of course Saloom was more than happy to help =)) 

I stayed under the sun for a good 2 hours while Saloom was jetskiing and swimming. After tanning I was really in the mood to join him bs he didn't allow me to ride my own jet.

"Nzain leeiisshh magdar asoogah broo7y?!" I complained

"3ashan a5af 3laich" He replied dryly 

"Ana kbeerah w agdar asoogah broo7y! Kint asoog wya my cousins f Na5laa!"

"Ana mayhemni ma3a mno rkabty bs inti mabitarkibeen broo7ich!"

"Uffff so mean!" I crossed my hands and rolled my eyes.

Salem chuckled.

"Sho y'6aik ballah 3laik!?"

"Intii" My eyes widened. "Wayed katkootah youm t3a9been w when you pout your lips like that I feel like biting you" He wiggles his eyebrows.

I gasped! "Yaa 8aleeel el 2adab esti7y 3a wayhik matigdar tgoolii chii" I was blushing whilst yelling at him.

"Nzainn sho feeha? 7rmaty w 7allyy" He stepped closer to me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

I was positive that i looked like a tomato at that moment.

He lifted my chin so his lips meets mine.. And we kissed :$

He was slightly breathless "Ta3aly binirkab el jet skii's"

My face brightened "I can drivee itt myself?!"

He laughed at me "Haihh tgdireen :*"

I looked like a child in a candy shop =))

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Salem's POV:

I helped Maryoomah onto her jet ski then hopped on mine. 

At first I didn't allow her to go fast but once she got the hang of it I let her drive freely. We racing with each other then we were just drivng to wherever. Maryam started driving soo fast.

"MARYOOM 5AFIFI EL SR3AH BITINJALBAIN!!"  I had to scream to be heard because she was far away and the sound of the jet ski.

"3ADYY LAT7ATEE WHAT'S THE WORSE THAT CAN HAPPEN?!"

Within a few seconds I caught up to her.. "Maryoom tra i4a bitsoogeen b hal sir3ah maba5aleech tsoogeen bro7ich barakibch wyay"

"Noo mabaa I wanna havee funn!"

"Yawailichh! W don't say I didn't warn youu!!" I threatened

Despite my threats Maryam didn't listen to me and just continued speeding! 

"AAAAGGGGGHHHHH!!!" I hear her scream.. I speed toward her but too late! She flew off her jetski and into the sea.

"Are you okay?! I told you not to go so fast but ha rasich el yabis mayisma3 el kalam!"

In responce I hear her laughing :|

"BismAllah balach leish ti'97ikeen?" I asked.

"That was SO COOL!!" She exclaimed.

"Zain inich istanasty bs are you okay?!" I asked again.

"Yeah yeah I'm fine yal 5awaf" 

I got off of my jet ski and into the sea with her "Sho gelty?"

She looked surprised "Umm walashay"

"La la gelty shay .. 3eedy 3eedy masima3t"

"Umm gelt inik 5awaf" She looked down .. I think she was scared!

"Ana 5awaf haa?" I carried her onto my shoulder and threatened to throw her.

"LAAA LAAA SALOOM PLEASSEE!!" 

I let go of her for a second to hear her screaming in defeat but I immediately caught her.

"Haa w itgooleen ana el 5awaf yal babiyah?" I teased.

"Ana mb babiyah!" She shrieked.

I put her down but I didn't let go of her.

"Intii my baby" I smirked.

She looked down, which is something she does when she's shy.

"Fdaaitt ellay yisti7oon" I said softly

I tilted her head up and kissed her.. She gasped because she wasn't expecting a kiss which gave my tongue an entrance to explore her mouth.. We kissed and when we parted to breathe some we went onto the jetskii's and drove to out hut. You can guess what happened afterwards ;)

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Shamma's POV:


We arrived in London safely Al7mdillah. We exited the airport and as we were leaving we heard a guy screaming my name loudly. I looked back and saw Mayed. "MAAAYYYOOOOODDDD" We ran towards each other and hugged. Bil9ara7a we looked like we were in some cheesy romantic movie but instead of running to my husband I am running to.. SHIT!! My husband!! M7md will kill me!

M7md was walking furiously to where me and Mayood were.
"Shamma mno ha?! W laish yalsa tilwein 3alaih?!"
Shit he is infuriated.
"Ana Mayed" He replied
"Mayhimni sho esmik bs aba a3arf inta mno 3shan tiliwi 3la murty?!"
"7mood hed a39abik" I said in a shakey voice
"La mabahid a39aby lain ma a3arf mno ha!" He snapped.
"It'3ar?" I smirked
He seemed to be caught ofhuard "Haa? Umm la" He slightly blushed and I wiggles my eyebrows.
Akeed a'3ar 3laich inti zoujty! Maba ay rayal eychoofich! Abach lee ana w bss" Now it is my turn to blush:$
"E7em" Mayed cleared his throat. "Sorry to ruin your moment but it's getting kinda awkward for me to watch you guys.." I could have sworn I saw Mayood's cheeks turn baby pink for a second



M7md's POV:

"Mumkin a3arf mno enta?" I asked. I started to get slightly annoyed.
"Ana u5ooha" He replied
"Lw inta u5ooha leish machiftik fil 3rs? W ana a4kir ina Shamma ma3andha u5o"
"Mayed is my half brother, his mom is Kuwaiti. He lived in Kuwait for his whole life bs now he lives in Canada cuz of Uni. Mayood is also 2 years older than me" Shamma stated
"Then how come I never heard of him and didn't see him at our engagement?" I raised my brow

"Because I am her half brother.. Our father married my mother before Shammah was born.. I am the only guy in the family w baba wanted someone to take over the family business when he retires w Shammo's mom can't get any more children so that's why he married another women..  Shamma's mom wasn't too fond over the idea and would rather it not be mentioned.. And sorry I missed the wedding I had finals.." Mayed explained 

"Ahaa.. But that still doesn't explain what you are doing here" I replied to him 

"I'm here on holiday with a couple of friends and I wanted to surprise Shammah.. Her sister told me that she's here.."

After that whole whatever you call it .. Mayed, my wife and I went to the hotel *yes we are staying in the same hotel* He seems like a good guy.. Mashallah 3laih 4aki w yihtam 3 ellay 7awalaih..

An hour or two later we said our goodbyes and I spent the rest of the night with my stunning wife, Shammah <3 

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I know I haven't posted in a week bs I wrote this chapter already but i didn't want to post it yet *it was meant to be posted 4 days ago* When I came back to  post it.. It wasn't there so I had to re-write the chapter!! And I'm sorry for not posting when I promised bs I'm currently on a vacation with my family.. So I'm quite busy x_x I'll make it up to you I promiss ;* 

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Forever? Chapter 3

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Shamsa's POV:


Once we landed we collected our luggage and headed to the hotel.

We were in the lobby when I saw him once again. Yes you guessed it, my dad. Out of all the places in the world why is he here, now, in Paris, on my honeymoon?!

Me: "What are you doing here?!"

He looked shocked to see me. "I am here with my wife on a holiday.." His wife had a an evil smile plastered on her cakey face. He looked at 3bdulla with fury then back at me "Mno ha wyach ha?! Ma tisti7een 3la wayhich ti6li3ein wya rayal?!"

3bdulla seemed confused at first but then he joined the puzzle pieces together.. "Lawsama7t arjook lat8il adabk 3al binayah" Abdulla clenched his fist, trying to contain his growing anger. 

"W inta mno 3shan itramisny chee?!"  My father replied.

"Ana zoujha." 3bdulla claimed, he seemed so proud but I can still see that fury in his eyes.

My father's wife seemed shocked but tried to cover it up. 

I squeezed 3bdulla's arm, signaling for him that it is time to leave.

"7bby ignore him, he isn't worth you being upset" 3bdulla said when he saw a tear escape my eye. 

I have never been this ashamed in my life. I am ashamed of having a father who would speak to his daughter like that. I am ashamed of having a stepmother who looks as fake as a barbie doll. I am ashamed.

"3bdulla I want to leave. Unless you don't mind me murdering someone, then I suggest we leave this country as soon as possible." I mentioned

"Shamsa 7beebty, you don't have to leave the country just because of him. Besides, we can always book another hotel.."

"No.. I can't stand being in the same country as him" 

"Shamsa adry ina what he did was wrong.. Marrying another women and stuff but you have to get over it sometime.. You can't keep on avoiding the subject or running away from it.."

Abdulla still doesn't know what happened that day in P.F Changs.. No one knows except Shamma.. 

"You don't know what he did! How can you even say that?!" I began to raise my voice "HE RUINED MY LIFE! HE SCARRED ME! HE CAUSED ME PSYCHOLOGICAL DAMAGE! HE DESTROYED MY CHILDHOOD AND MY INNOCENCE"

"What are you talking about?!" He looked shocked and slightly horrified.

Tears started streaming down my face, causing my vision to be blurry.. Abdulla tried to calm me down.. People were staring at us but I didn't care.. I was hurt.. All the horrible memories of the past came back.. Rushing through my mind.. I felt paralyzed.

Abdulla guided me up to our suite.. He carried me to bed and laid down next to me, hugging my tiny body with his big arms. He was asking me about what my father did which was so terrible and slowly I started opening up to him.

I began telling him about what happened in Dubai Mall.

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Abdulla's POV:


"HE DID WHAT?! HAL CHALB!! MA YISTI7I EYMID EEDAH 3A BINAYAH!? BEL4AT BINTAH!!" I yelled

"It's okay.. I am used to it.." She replied

"W-what do you mean you're used to it?" I stuttered

Shamsa looked pained.. "I mean I am used to getting hit.. He used to hit me as a child, he said that it was normal for a parent to beat their child because that is how they become disciplined.. I never told anyone he beat me, not even my mother or brothers.. Once I was old enough to understand what he did to me, I realized that it was abuse, and so I whenever he would try and hit me I would threaten to scream.."

I was stunned.. Nothing could escape my lips..

"When they got a divorce, I had to visit my dad for a week or two every month or two. It was 2 months since I last saw him and so I had to stay in his house for two weeks. Sometimes he would come home very late but that day he came home drunk. And .. And.. He.. He tried to umm.." Shamsa looked like she has just seen a ghost, her face was pale and her eyes were red.. All I could do was hug her.. "He tried to what? Sho 7awal eysawi?" I asked, fearing what her answer might be..

"He tried to r-rape me.. I was only thirteen, I didn't know what to do.. We were alone in the house and his wife was out of the country shopping for her wedding.. He came back home late, his pupils were dilated and his breath wreaked of alcohol and cigarettes.. I was mortified.. He came too close to me and pinned me to the wall, he tried to open my buttons but he couldn't.. I kept on moving and tried to scream but nothing would come out.. Not a single sound.. I kept on trying to fight his hard grip but I couldn't.. He brought his finger up to my lip but I bit him hard and it return he punched and slapped me.. I was in so much pain but I had to escape.. I then remembered seeing Jackie Chan kicking a 7aramy down there in a movie and so with all the strength left in me, I lifted my knee and hit him.. I was screaming in pain and started cussing at me.. As he was on the floor yelping, I took the chance to escape.. I ran to my room and called my cousin M7md who was almost 19 I think. He almost immediately answered, I knew he would be awake and I didn't want to disturb my mother or brothers because they most probably would have been asleep.. He seemed worried and he heard me crying.. I told him to come pick me up from my father's house fast.. He came within almost 5 minutes.. I ran to the back door of the house and into his car.. I was shaking and crying uncontrollably, I explained to him was happened once he saw the bruises on my face.. He was furious and horrified at the same time, he kept insisting to call the police and take me to the hospital but I kept on saying no. He took me to their chalet because I refused to go home.. For the next 2 weeks I stayed in their chalet.. M7md would come to me everyday from the morning and stay till the night and sometimes he would sleep in the chalet. Once the two weeks were over my bruises faded and I went back home.. My father didn't bother calling, apologizing or checking up on me.. From that day onwards I never went back to his house or saw him again.. He fled the country with his wife and thankfully never stepped foot back in the UAE.. That was until the incident in the restaurant.. If .. If it wasn't for M7md, god knows what would have happened.."

I was speechless.. I didn't know what to say or do.. I was shocked.. I was enraged.. I can feel my blood boiling.. Who would do that to their own daughter? Their own flesh and blood.. How dare he?! I started imagining what would have happened if her cousin hadn't saved her.. I didn't notice that a tear fell down.. I looked at Shamsa with pure sympathy.. She too was crying...

"3bdulla.. I don't want you to feel sorry for me.. The only reason as to why I told you is because I wanted you to understand why I hate him so much.. Please book us the earliest flight to Kuwait"

I was still stunned .. "Enshallah" Was all I could reply..

Early morning the next day we went to Kuawait.




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*During the plane ride*



Shamsa's POV:

I am sitting next to 3bady and as we are taking off I can see him shutting his eyes tight and squeezing the arm rest.. Mskeeen he looked so cute and frightened.. Like a child being told off =))

Me trying to hold in my laugh: "3baaddyy 7beebyy it5af?"

3bdulla seemed to be caught of guard "Haaa? Shoo? La shakoo leish a5af?"

Me: "Hahaha awww cutee it5aaff"

3bdulla: "LAA ): Rayal 6ool eb 3r'6 a5af min el 6ayarah? Hah 5assiii"

Me: "Ay 6ool eb 3ar'6 ballah 3laik?"

3bdulla continued on blabbing about not being scared so I slipped my tiny hands into his big ones then quickly brushed my lips against his to silence him.

Omg did I seriously just do that? SHIT yes I did :$!!   "Umm asfaa :$"

3bdulla looked shocked but he had a goofy smile on his face :P



3bdulla's POV:

I kept on making excuses as to why I am not scared and suddenly I feel Shamasi's lips on my.. It was just for a millisecond but still :$ I was shocked but I couldn't wipe the smile on  my face. Shamsa looked nervous and worried..

Shamsa: "Umm asfaa" She was turning as red as a tomato.

Me smirking: "Laa 3adyy :D I should blab moree often" I replied with a devilish smile on my face.

Shamsa whilst turning into 50 shades of red: "Chuubb:$"

Me: "Fdaitichh w fdaiitt your tomato facee <3"

Shamsa was too shy to reply and to make her even more shy I brought her hand up to my lips and kissed it.

Shamsa :$ "3baaddyy stooppp peoplee are staringg :O!!"

Me: "3adyy 5alhum n7na sho 3laina minhum?"

Shamsa: "3aaiibbb yaa rayaal"

Me: "Ayy 3aiibb?? Zoujtee w 7alalyy I can do whatever I wantt ;) "

She blushed once again..

After an hour, Shamsa fell asleep on my lap.. She looked so cute and innocent. After a few hours we were about to land and so I woke Shamsa up.



Shamsa's POV:


I felt someone gently trying to wake me up, calling my name. I looked up and saw 3bdulla ! Omgg what am I doing on his lapp?! Abaaiihh rgadtt 3a reelaahh :$ Shit!! My face must look like a mess!

3bdulla: 9a7 el noum sleeping beauty

Me: "9a7 badnik .. Ana baroo7 el 7amam"

I quickly rushed to the toilet to freshen up, replied my lipstick and eyeliner, brushed my now wavy hair and returned to my seat.

3bdulla: Allaah sho hal jamaall?

I turned scarlet as usual. "Ay jamal intaa b3add?"

3bdulla frowned "Jamalich inti mayinwi9if"

I changed the subject.. "Umm mta binaw9al?"

"3asher dgayig w we will land inshallah" He answered.

"Yaayy!" I shrieked

The air hostess announced that we are about to land so we must fasten out seat belts. I instinctively held 3bdulla's hand and smiled, in return, 3bdulla smiled a big, genuine smile to me.

"A7ibich.. I love youu.. Je t'aime.. Maiṁ tumasē pyāra karatā hūm̐.. Te amo.." He said to me.

My eyes began to tear "I love you more than you can ever imagine, you have no idea how much joy you bring in my life, just being in your presence yis3idny. Allah la yi7rimny mink inshallah <3 "

He seemed lost for words "Ameen"

Once we landed we collected our luggage and headed to the hotel.

We were in the lobby when I saw .....................................................................................................




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Shamma's POV:


After being in the plane for less than half an our M7md fell asleep -,- He looked so peaceful .. I played with his hair whilst thanking Allah repeatedly for the day I have signed the marriage paper.

I started getting bored so I started reading "Desperate in Dubai" and to tell you the truth .. It is amazingg! I was to engrossed into the book that I hadn't realized that 7moodyy woke up. He was staring at me, smiling like an idiot, I grew shy and my cheeks had a pinkish tint to it.



M7md's POV: 

Waking up to her face is the greatest thing I can ever ask for <3 Just the sight of her has me at a loss for words. She is the most beautiful women I have ever laid eyes on :') We continued on chatting for the rest of the plane ride and once we arrived to London we went to collect our luggage then headed to the exit.. When we arrived I heard a guy yelling "SHAAMMMOOOOHHH"

Who. The. F*ck. Is. He?



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Maryam's POV: 

We safely arrived in Maldives and it is drop dead gorgeous. The water is crystal clear, the sand is pure white, the colorful corals, warm sea and the marine life just simply breath taking. We are staying in this private hut.

*Ab'3ii arooo7 maldives :"( *

Salem's POV:

Me and my love wanted to swim and so I changed into my swimming shorts and waiting in the lounge chairs for her to get ready.  After half an our she came out, she had tears streaming down her face.. Wth!


I ran to her "Maryoommaa! 7beebtyy! 7yatyy!! What's wrongg?!"

"Ma3indy thiyab" She wept

Oh thank God! "5awafteenyy it7asabt shay istiwa! Sho 8a9dich ma3indich thiyab?"

"Kilaa g9eer w bikini's w I am fat" She cried again.

"Inti sho it5arbi6een?! Walla inich a7la bint chift'ha fe 7ayatyy!! You are perfect!" I was shocked. I never knew she was so insecure about her weight.. In my eyes, perfect is an understatement for her beauty.

"Mit2akedd?" She frowned

"Mit2akedd w Ni99" I smiled

"Okay ana bisir3a babadil w bayeelik .. You can start swimming if you want" She informed me.

"Laa 3ady batrayach 7beebtyy"

 She went back into the room and changed into this:

I stared at her for at least a whole minute before I was snapped back to reality. 

"I look hideous I knoww" She cried, running to the bathroom.

What ;s !! 

I ran after her to the toilet and started knocking on the door

"Maryam 7beebty fichy el bab" No reply.

"Maryoom open the door walla you look stunning" No reply. 

"Maryooma d5eelich ifti7y el bab" No reply. 

I started to worry.. "Maryam if you don't open the door I will break it down."

I can hear her crying .. It broke my heart just hearing her crying </3

After 2 minutes she opened the door. Her eyes were red and puffy, she hands were shaking and her tears were pouring down her face uncontrollably. I felt my heart breaking. I wrapped my arms around her petit body and stroked her hair "Shhh 5ala9 7yaty .. 5ala9 7beetyy.. Dmoo3ich '3alya lee.. Walla elsalfa matiswa inich tiz3alein.. 5ala9 ya galbyy lat9e7een </3" 

I am the type of person that can't handle seeing a loved one cry.. My eyes started to fill up with unshed tears. After cradling her for a while she calmed down. 

"I love you" She said

"I love you more" I replied

After a rough half an hour, I convinced Maryam that she looked amazing and to swim with me. I told her I am not taking no for an answer. I also threatened to throw her in the water. Muwahahahaha.

We swam for the rest of the day.. Watched the sun set together.. Then finally slept together <3

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